Bethany Urban Development

Ministry Update - February 2012

2012-02-13T12:21:00.000-06:00

Since our ministry began in the Brainerd Lakes Area, we have reported incidents of God's miracle-working power in the county jail. Karen Sikkink was one of the early converts that God miraculously touched. She recently celebrated a full year since her incarceration. Karen will soon be receiving training so that she can return to the jail and minster to the women inmates! This is her testimony.

FROM TRAGEDY TO TRIUMPH

I first came to know the Lord when I was thirteen years old. However, I was sent to a group home due to behavior problems. I stayed there until I was sixteen and was sent back home. By this time, drinking and drugs had become a part of my everyday living.

A few years later, I moved to St. Paul after my marriage failed. I had several arrest warrants because I could not stay sober long enough to comply with my probation. I lived there for seventeen years. By this time, I had become a full-blown alcoholic and drug addict who was constantly in and out of jail, drug treatment centers, and prison. I remember calling on God to get me out of my situation but I would go right back to my old lifestyle when my prayers were actually answered. I really wanted a change but was uncertain how I was going to do it.

I moved back to the Brainerd Lakes Area in 2006 with my daughter who was about two years old. I wanted to give her a better life but I just couldn't do that with the lifestyle her dad and I had. Her dad ended up moving to Brainerd about a year later and we both got a job and established stable housing for her. Tragically, my daughter's father died February 16, 2009 and my life completely fell apart.

I went right back to the alcohol and drugs and I could feel my life spinning out of control. I remember calling on God (once again) but this time I was completely broken and it wasn't to just get out of a bad situation. On July 12, 2010, I was arrested for a felony DWI and placed in the Crow Wing County Jail. There God blessed me with some people who showed me a better way to live. I discovered I needed to surrender my life back over to the care of God.

Since I got out of jail, the Lord has blessed me over and over countless times. He has restored in me what I thought I could never reach. Thank you Jesus! I give all the glory, praise, and honor to the Lord Jesus Christ because through it all, I was never alone. I just had to let God be in control.

Brainerd has recently had the highest unemployment rate of any city in Minnesota. This unfortunate fact hit home when our son-in-law, Adam was given some unexpected news by his employer.

VINE AND BRANCHES

Recently, I was working at a job that I felt was secure. I had grown confident that the company was dependent on the work I was doing for them. To my surprise, I was "terminated" along with several others when the company lost some major contracts. That was hard for me to deal with. I had bills to pay and a family to feed.

When we face hard situations, it is tempting to make decisions based on human understanding. We sometimes think God is not moving fast enough or we can think we can do it on our own. When I got the bad news, I wanted to take the first job that I could find but I knew I had to put my trust in God. I sought Him to know what His will was for me. I knew if I remained in Him, He would provide for me.

As I pressed into God during this challenging time, He made things happen. First, He provided a job for me for a week. Then I was given a full time job with overtime opportunities. I had asked the Lord to provide a new job for me and my family and He did. God is so faithful!

In John 15:1-17, Jesus teaches that we are the branches and He is the vine. Life comes from Him. He feeds us and helps us grow outwardly as we remain dependant on Him. If we become anxious or self-sufficient, we will soon wither, die, and fall off. We must remain in Him, because He is our only source of life and strength.

WHAT ARE WE TRAINED FOR?

When a young soldier goes to boot camp, he/she is not given a tourist brochure with recommended restaurants and places of interest located on the battlefield. They are not orientated on the personal benefits of visiting the war zone. That would be foolish and disingenuous. Rather, they are given combat training regarding the dangers they will encounter and how to overcome life-threatening situations. As a result, when they experience the dynamics of war, they are not surprised or unprepared.

The Western Church may preach that Christians are at war but we generally focus on increasing our creature comforts and benefits. When we do experience spiritual battles, we often struggle with discouragement because we were not trained to expect it. We see conflict as an intrusion into our well-deserved lifestyles. The problem is that we have been taught to expect the bounties of peace rather than the hardships of war.

Jesus properly trained His disciples. He told them "Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword" (Matt. 10:34). He did not minimize the battle they would face. Consequently, when the disciples faced numerous adversities and struggles, they were thankful Jesus had prepared them. They were emboldened by His life and straightforward teaching, "In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world" (John 16:33).

COMING SOON: DAVID RAVENHILL

We are pleased to announce that David Ravenhill will be coming to the Brainerd Lakes Area February 17-19. This strategic ministry opportunity is being hosted by several local churches that have been praying for revival. Please contact us if you are interested in attending. We also covet your prayers for a fresh move of God's Spirit during this time.

Ministry Update - January 2012

2012-01-11T16:49:00.000-06:00

I am tremendously excited about 2012. There just seems to be so much spiritually going on. I believe we've entered a new season and God is speaking loudly to His Bride and this nation. We have sensed this daily at Bethany Urban Development. Recently, Molly had another dramatic encounter with the Lord. Rather than transcribe the entire account, I am providing the first part in print and then an audio link so you can hear Molly share the conclusion.

A NEW SEASON

I went to my special spot one morning to spend time with the Lord but when I arrived, He wasn't there. I began to call for Him, but there was no response. "Where are you my God? I must find You!" As I sought for Him, my heart's longing became more intense. I finally found Him sitting on the edge of a cliff, overlooking a vast city. As I approached Him, I cried out, "There You are! I have been looking for you!" He did not turn towards me nor respond with words. All He did was weep. I looked once again at the city that stole His gaze and then back at Him. After what seemed like hours, His tears were finally interrupted by one momentous statement whispered from His lips. "This is the last time I am going to see so many of them ever again."

Word has come to our country of foreign cities and lands that have been spiritually transformed. With what might have started as a visitation eventually became a habitation of His tangible and genuine presence. Those who have cried out to God, in these countries, are like the parable of the person who persistently knocked on their friend's door at midnight until their request was answered (see Luke 11:5-8). They didn't want God just to come but to remain.

We, in the United States have responded to these dramatic testimonies by asking that God do the same here. We hope and trust that our time will come. In our efforts to boost faith in the promises of God, we have neglected to see that He has already visited us. Repeatedly He has showered mercy and grace upon our country, our communities, our churches, and our homes. God's pure and unconditional love has been unceasing, as He has faithfully poured out His promised Spirit upon us. Unfortunately, our response to His visitations has notconstrained Him to remain. Real revival has always been more than getting close to God. We have held Him, but we have also let Him go.

Centuries ago, Pharaoh had a dream of an extended season of abundance. Our country has been in that season. We have experienced plenty both physically and spiritually. Encounter after encounter through meetings and conferences have left us with more than enough to sustain ourselves and even share with others. Our problem is; we have not heeded the warning contained in the other half of Pharaoh's dream. Young Joseph warned Egypt's ruler that following the years of plenty, there would be years of deprivation. To avoid starvation and death, they were to store up during times of prosperity.

We have been cautioned repeatedly to do the same. God has been desperately trying to open our eyes to the absolute necessity of a deeper relationship with Him. He has been crying out for us to dig spiritual reservoirs that would sustain us during times of drought. Sadly, we have carelessly squandered away the heavenly rains and rippling rivers through bartering them for worthless junk. We are as the Israelites who "exchanged their Glory for worthless idols" (Jer. 2:11). I believe we have now entered the second season in Pharaoh's dream; a time where what we have stored up is all we will have. How much we heeded the cries of our God will now be tried in the valleys of barren rivers and brassy skies.

Select link for audio conclusion (5:44)
http://ardormedia.podbean.com/mf/web/7sr5q7/ANewSeasonPart2.mp3

CALLING ALL MEN!

It doesn't seem so long ago when the churches in America were attended by a majority of women. Men would occasionally come but it was typically the women who were volunteering in the church and taking the spiritual lead at home. Recently, I have begun to see a change in this scenario. More and more, I see husbands desperate for God and fathers becoming responsible spiritual coverings in their families. This appears to be happening in several local churches. Pastors are taking note and helping encourage and strengthen these men. As their lives change, their families begin to experience the benefits.

Much of my recent work as the Sheriff's chaplain has been helping Christian officers become greater examples in their homes. Many of them have non-Christian wives but remain committed to weekly Bibles studies and prayer. We are witnessing families coming into alignment with God's design. As fathers take their place as spiritual leaders and mothers provide spiritual nurturing and care, children have the best opportunity to grow up loving God and respecting the sacred institution of family.

GREAT NEWS!

Consuming Love, the first book in our Warrior Bride Trilogy, has recently been published in Korean. We are excited to see the message of God's consuming love become more universally accessible. I believe Korea is a key nation in God's plans and purposes. If you are interested in owning a copy or know someone who would appreciate the book as a gift, just let us know.

Ministry Update - December 2011

2011-12-12T10:04:00.000-06:00

Recently, I read an article that mentioned the diminishing of the "River Movement." Many know that this renewal movement started nearly twenty years ago in Toronto and spread to many other places throughout the world. Millions of people have been impacted by this move of the Spirit. However, the author felt this movement had run its course. Ironically, Molly dropped by soon after and shared something that the Lord had just revealed to her - not once but twice. This is what she saw.

HIS GLORIOUS SUPPLY

During my devotion time, the Lord showed me a vision of a ministry leader in the river of God. He was splashing and having a great time. This river was fed by the rains of repentance and renewal that seemed to pour down upon his meetings. However, the scene abruptly changed and I saw a dry riverbed. Rather than swimming in a beautiful, deep river; the minister was now flopping around on the ground like a fish that had just fallen out of its fish bowl!

Later that evening, I saw another vision. I saw before me an expanse that seemed to be without end. Scattered throughout this vastness were empty riverbeds. Once overflowing with refreshing rainwater, they were now completely dried up. I then heard a voice speak as I gazed upon the sight, "The heavens are going to be as brass."

These two visions might have been discouraging except for something the Lord brought to my remembrance. When the Israelites wandered in the desert, hungry and thirsty, they discovered relief not from a river but amazingly from a rock! The Lord was teaching them to trust Him in a new way rather than relying on something that appeared familiar and logical. In the wilderness, they discovered that food could rain from heaven and water could spring forth from a lifeless stone. This, of course, required a greater dependency and trust in God. They were learning the unique dynamics of His Kingdom.

I believe we have also entered a season where our spiritual paradigms will be challenged by a new movement of His power and grace. I believe we must open up our hearts and minds and prepare to do things differently. If we change, He will enable us to fulfill His plans and purposes in this coming year.

HIS EXPANDING KINGDOM

God's presence and love continues to become more and more tangible within the Crow Wing County jail. Not only do inmates continue to give their lives to the Lord, but they are now ministering to others and bringing more into the Kingdom!!! Through their decisions to surrender their lives to Christ, their family members are getting saved and even their friends are coming to the Lord. At times, we find ourselves having to run to keep up with them!!! It is so awesome to see them go after God hard and fast!!! How true are the words that those who are forgiven much, love much.

A while back, one of the law enforcement officers brought a deputy to our prayer meeting. This deputy was facing a crisis in his marriage and wanted God to change his life. The Lord marvelously saved him and brought healing to his marriage. Recently, a rookie officer began his training with this deputy. When we had our prayer meeting this past week, they both showed up. The rookie was quick to point out that the deputy had not only showed him how to fulfill his law enforcement duties, but had demonstrated righteousness and integrity in his lifestyle. Soon, the rookie led out in prayer. The spiritual impact the deputy had on this rookie was obvious and powerful.

The message of God's Kingdom continues to find its way into open hearts. Recently, the conviction of the Holy Spirit fell in our Clash of Kingdoms Bible study at a local church. We were brought to tears as the Lord graciously exposed the compromises of our divided hearts. Mixture with this world's system has greatly weakened the Western Church but God is preparing a Bride who only has eyes for Him.

UNITED FOR THE KING

As we look back on this past year, we can't help but give glory to God and thanks to those who have supported us. However, in the midst of the victories, we are still facing some major challenges. Next year, we need to reprint two of our books and Molly's CD. There are also some repairs and upgrades to equipment that can no longer be delayed. Individual support is a major concern and needs to be brought up.

Many prefer a year-end gift but others have joined our Dollar-A-Day Club. Anyone can become a member and it only requires a commitment of one dollar a day (less than a cup of coffee) to be paid monthly, bimonthly, or annually. I am asking you to prayerfully consider joining our support team at this modest amount. Several individuals, churches, and businesses have already done so. Just let us know by writing to Bethany Urban Development P.O. Box 8940 Minneapolis, MN 55408.

God bless and have a very Merry Christmas!

Ministry Update November 2011

2011-12-02T15:22:00.000-06:00

GOD'S BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE

We continue to see the Lord move in some amazing ways. It is hard to keep up with everything that is going on and we thank God for the privilege of representing Him and serving others.

Several Bible studies have begun locally using The Clash of Kingdoms. I am particularly excited about one that just started with local law enforcement officers. They seem so hungry to know God more. I just love to see God at work in their lives; to see His fingerprints on what they do.

I am also becoming more involved with critical incidents and death notifications in the area. Unfortunately, many of those who have been traumatized do not personally know the Lord. In every opportunity, I want God to pierce their darkness and bring light and hope to their deepest needs.

Most of the inmates that have come to Christ have been released from jail. Many are now attending worship services and Bible studies. "Jailhouse religion" has given way to genuine conversions with a hunger to go deeper with God. May God raise up an army of transformed prisoners!

DRAW NEAR

After he had said this, Jesus was troubled in spirit and testified, "I tell you the truth, one of you is going to betray me." His disciples stared at one another, at a loss to know which of them he meant. One of them, the disciple whom Jesus loved, was reclining next to him. Simon Peter motioned to this disciple and said, "Ask him which one he means." Leaning back against Jesus, he asked him, "Lord, who is it?" Jesus answered, "It is the one to whom I will give this piece of bread when I have dipped it in the dish." Then, dipping the piece of bread, he gave it to Judas Iscariot, (John 13:21-26).
"Simon, Simon, Satan has asked to sift you as wheat. But I have prayed for you, Simon, that your faith may not fail. And when you have turned back, strengthen your brothers." But he replied, "Lord, I am ready to go with you to prison and to death." Jesus answered, "I tell you, Peter, before the rooster crows today, you will deny three times that you know me" (Luke 22:31-34).

This verbal exchange took place during the Last Supper. Now it may seem insignificant, but I want you to look closely at the position of the two disciples mentioned. John (the one Jesus loved) was right next to Jesus. I don't believe this was a coincidence. I think John intentionally placed himself in a position where he could hear everything Jesus said - even if He whispered. He also put himself in the best position to speak to Jesus.

Peter, on the other hand, had reclined some distance away. The passage tells us he had to motion for John. For some reason, Peter had positioned himself separate from Jesus and John. As a result, he was too far to hear Jesus' whisper; too far to speak to Him privately. Consequently, Peter's separation forced a dependency on someone closer to Jesus to get the answer he sought.

Perhaps we should give Peter a break. Maybe he just assumed their ministry time was over that day. If so, we shouldn't fault him for focusing on eating, drinking, and talking with his friends. Unfortunately, Peter's assumption crumbled when Jesus had to speak to him over the sound of everyone else. Because of his position, Peter was forced to feel the sting of a public revelation - Satan had him in his crosshairs and Peter would soon deny his Lord three times.

This brief narrative is intriguing and leads us to an important question. As His disciples, where are we positioning ourselves? Are we seated with Christ but still too far to hear what He is saying? Is our position too dependent upon others for answers rather than hearing directly from Him? Is public exposure the only way He can get our attention? If so, we are in a very unhealthy position. Fortunately, we don't have to stay there. There is still a place of intimacy reserved for each one of us. In this position, hearts can be opened effortlessly and the deepest thoughts easily shared. In this critical hour, let us draw ever near to Him and be ready to respond even if He whispers.

THANK YOU!

During this Thanksgiving season, I am reminded of how important you are to us. If you have prayed for our ministry, even once, thank you. If you have written to us, even a simple comment, thank you. If you have given to our ministry, no matter how much, thank you. Every prayer, every comment, and every gift has been a treasure to us. Without you, our ministry would not be where it is today. You have stood with us in the good times and have not left us in the hard times. You have been a friend and a source of encouragement when we've needed it most. Thank you so much for your faithfulness!

May God bless you abundantly in body, soul, and spirit. May His presence bring fresh spiritual revelation to your heart and mind. May He bless your family and those you love. May He lead you into His abundant peace and eternal joy.

And may we, with united and thankful hearts, give glory and honor to the One who sustains and leads us by His everlasting love.

Ministry Update - October 2011

2011-10-19T21:48:00.000-05:00

HURRY CHILD!

Recently, Molly had a supernatural experience that stirred my spirit and brought me to a new level of spiritual soberness. It happened midday, while she was sitting at home with her six-month old daughter, Esther. What follows is her account.

"I was brought into a room filled with old scrolls. There were hundreds and hundreds of them, all written on and rolled up. As I walked towards the middle of the room, I noticed a very old man sitting at an artist's desk. He appeared focused and did not notice my presence initially. I observed he had one remaining blank page in front of him. When he dipped his pen in an ink well and began to write on this page, he finally looked up at me. His eyes were filled with an intensity so deep that my heart was pierced by his gaze. When he spoke, my whole body began to tremble. He said, "Hurry child........I'm almost done writing!

Never have I been so aware of the shortness of time. Seven and a half years ago, God invaded my life and told me what I needed to hear rather than what I wanted to hear. He did this because there wasn't any more time to mess around with sin or a careless lifestyle. It was now or never. I believe we have all stepped across that threshold........the "now or never" moment of our lives. It is time we listen to what we need to hear rather than what we want to hear. We need to hear that our complacency and trifling ways of life have broken the heart of God. We are guilty of trading times of home prayer and worship for the latest television shows. We have exchanged our spiritual passion for religious mediocrity. We have not made ourselves ready for our Bridegroom.

I want the last words written upon the scrolls of eternity to be of a lovesick Bride that cared only for her Bridegroom. A Bride who did not just acknowledge, but rather surrendered. Who did not just promise, but fulfilled. A Bride, who loved her Bridegroom with all her heart, not just part of it.

True love cannot be turned on and off as we so please. When ignited, it burns with a fire that cannot be quenched and fiercely consumes everything in its path. May God challenge our hearts and lifestyles in such a way that we replace our spiritual dimmer switches for torches of passion so bright and pure, it burns the eyes."

PREPARING THE BRIDE

I have never been more certain that revival is in total alignment with God's will. In times past, we have focused on the spiritual and sociological benefits for individuals, families, and communities. However, in these Last Days, we need to also look at the necessity of revival to prepare the Bride for the Bridegroom.

Recently, I was preparing to teach from "The Clash of Kingdoms." The second chapter mentions the repeated warnings given by God regarding mixture. The problem certainly exists today as the Church appears more than willing to mix the values of two opposing kingdoms in an effort to be successful in both.

I believe mixture often begins with moral dissonance. Many are familiar with cognitive dissonance. An example would be smoking a pack of cigarettes every day while believing it is harmful to your health. In similar ways, many Christians say they have prioritized their spiritual lives but are continually preoccupied with the material world. Despite what we claim, the physical world is our end and the spiritual realm has become our means. If we were honest, most of our Christianity is actually Humanism - where our happiness is the ultimate goal.

Christ came to set us free! This freedom is not just from sin but value systems, mindsets, and lifestyles that have stained our white robes and rendered us irrelevant and ineffective. Despite our past failures, Jesus is offering us today a depth of intimacy that can restore our hearts and eclipse all other loves. His love is still the greatest force in all the universe!

And tho this world with devils filled, Should threaten to undo us,
We will not fear, for God hath willed His truth to triumph thru us.

MINISTRY UPDATE

We have had a very busy month. Here are some of the highlights:

• Our ministry with the officers who serve the Crow Wing County Sheriff's Department continues to expand. Plans are underway to start a bible study to augment our weekly prayer meeting.
• We are providing more spiritual counseling in death notifications and crisis incidents.
• B.U.D.'s worship services are increasing in size. More men have been attending from the local rehabilitation center. Many testify of spiritual encounters with God they didn't think were possible.
• Our outreaches with prison inmates have brought many into the Kingdom and created an open heaven in the jail.
• We have increased the number of meetings in various local churches. More bible studies are being formed based on our recent book, "The Clash of Kingdoms."

Final Reminders

• Please let us know how we can pray for you. Thanks also for your faithful prayers for us!
• We are always looking for fresh and powerful worship songs. Let us know if you have any recommendations.
• I would also strongly recommend "The Clash of Kingdoms" along with our other books and CD. Just visit us at www.ardormedia.com.
• Some have joined our "Dollar-a-Day" club. Would you prayerfully consider this simple and affordable means of support? Just respond to this post if you are interested.

Ministry Update - September 2011

2011-09-25T20:33:00.008-05:00

SEEKING THE WATERS OF BETHLEHEM

The man who would be king had become a fugitive in his own country. Fortunately, in the cave of Adullam, David received support by those who became his mighty men. These valiant warriors were sacrificial, courageous, and loyal. While surrounded by meager accommodations and provisions, David revealed to them a longing in his heart. He shared his desire for the sweet, cool waters of the well in Bethlehem. As a younger man, he had been ruined by its extraordinary flavor and refreshment. No other water tasted quite the same.

The problem was the cost of obtaining this water. Bethlehem had become a Philistine garrison and a person would have to break first through the enemies' ranks in the valley of Rephaim (valley of giants). Consequently, the journey from Adullam to Bethlehem was arduous and dangerous. Anyone who ventured to obtain this special water risked his very life. Amazingly, three unnamed members of David's mighty men caught the vision for this water and successfully brought it to their future king.
Centuries later, a few noble men made the long and difficult journey to Israel. They came in search of another king. These men from the East had seen His star and knew His authority was ordained from above. However, they were not content with the prophecies and signs alone. They were determined to see Him personally. To honor Him; to touch Him; to find favor in His eyes. Their hopes and dreams were finally realized near the well of Bethlehem. The community that contained the best water had now become the birthplace of the living water.

We have heard the statement, "Wise men still seek Him." However, it is much more than that. The Bible reveals the essential elements of vision, tenacity, and sacrifice. While many settle for daydreams and stories, a few will not stop until they taste it for themselves. They won't be satisfied with anything less than a personal encounter. As a result, their lives are often "hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed." To them, it goes beyond religious duty; it is the fulfillment of their spiritual destiny. Herald the lovesick warriors of God's end-time army!

"Whoever drinks the water I give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life" (John 4:14)

SIGNS OF REFRESHING

We have been seeking God with both friends and family every week for many months. At times, all we do is cry; other times we just kneel speechless before the Lord. Still other moments, we dance as the floodgates of God's joy pour down upon us. We never question if He will come. We never wonder if He will hear us.

The desire for God's presence has become very contagious. The Lord has opened doors for us to pray and worship in other churches, ministries, and even within the sheriff's department. Thirsty people are finding refreshment for their souls. Here are some examples:

•We have been meeting every Tuesday evening at Remnant Ministry Center for worship and prayer. The meetings have increased in both numbers and intensity. Local drug rehabilitation students have also been coming regularly and many are experiencing spiritual breakthroughs. God's presence has become very tangible, as His love touches the deepest areas of our hearts. The testimonies reveal an outpouring of revelation knowledge and spiritual healing.

•Recently, fifteen women prisoners came to our bible study held weekly in the jail. We knew right away that God was up to something. Our discussion was focused on resisting temptations. They seemed to understand it in their heads, but it still didn't seem to sink in the depths of their spirits. We decided to play some music to allow the Spirit to minister to their hearts. The song "I'd Rather Have Jesus" began to play and all the chatter between the women completely stopped. It was total silence. No one could even move a muscle! God's presence was so tangible that you could literally feel the weight of it. When the music ended, these women, who often times race to leave, could not move from their seats. All they could do was weep. They quickly turned from casual observers to desperate seekers. God's presence opened their hearts with love and understanding. What a difference His presence makes!

•We have now started a weekly prayer meeting for the officers in the Sheriff's department. The department is facing pressures of reduced staffing, increased workloads, and family tensions. Through these crises, I have noticed a growing desperation for God.. Officers are coming to Christ and family relationships are being strengthened. Now, a senior officer wants us to begin a bible study for those in the department!

PARTNERS ALERT

Is your world lacking spiritual water? Do you feel far removed from its life-giving supply? If so, please drop us a note and we will pray for you. We would love to help!

Please continue to pray for us also. We need partners who will provide a prayer covering over us. We also need funds for the chaplaincy ministry as well as two laptop computers for our praise and worship services. We are in this together!

Ministry Update - August 2011

2011-08-07T20:46:00.049-05:00

INCREDIBLE PROVISION

I just have to share a story that has come out of my recent heart attack. When I went to the hospital, I did not have insurance. As a result, I was very concerned about the cost of the emergency medical care I received. Fortunately, while recovering, I was able to minister to a nurse named Annie who was assigned to my room. As a result, she encouraged me to apply for some assistance and helped me through the process.

Upon returning home, I would daily check the mail for any news. I had heard horror stories about the cost of my type of medical procedure. Finally, I received a letter from the hospital and read the first sentence anxiously. They mentioned that they had reviewed my case and determined that "your current household income fails within our income guidelines." Shocked, I had to step back and take a deep breath. This was not what I was hoping to hear.

After a couple of minutes, I picked up the letter again and noticed something. I discovered that the letter was folded at this critical opening sentence causing the words to be a bit obscured. As I read it slowly and carefully, I discovered they were actually saying "your current income falls within our income guidelines." They then went on to say that, as a result, they had adjusted my balance to $0.00.
Relieved and elated, I called them and confirmed the adjustment. I then discovered that this reflected the total doctor and hospital costs, which was $102,721.00! I was now beyond joy. It was an incredible intervention of God's provision. He made a way when there seemed to be no way. He truly is the God of the impossible!

SETTING THE CAPTIVES FREE

When I (Adam) first started out going into the jail, I felt intimidated. I was unsure on how to talk to the inmates. I soon realized the men were a lot like I once was. I found myself being able to talk to them just as if they were everyday people. Many of them were - they had just made some bad choices.

When you meet these men for the first time, they have walls built up. They do not want to share about themselves. I often begin by opening up and revealing who I used to be. That generally breaks the ice. Eventually, I see them open up their hearts and receive the Good News I am sharing. As these men surrender themselves to God, they began to see things in a different way. The men start to hold each other accountable for their language, their actions, and reactions to things.

One of the men was facing sixty-five years in prison and I asked him how he felt about it. He said, "I know God has all things in control, so if I go to prison for sixty-five years then that is where God wants me to be. I will serve Him there or I will serve Him on the outside. God has a purpose for my life." One of the other men recently went to court for sentencing. The Sunday before his court date, we prayed together and at the end, he started to cry. He was afraid of what might be the outcome. He had been accepted at Teen Challenge but the final decision was in the judge's hands.

When I came to visit him the following Sunday he had a big smile on his face. He was sentenced to finish a year in the county jail and then go to Teen Challenge. The morning of his trial, he was praying in his cell while waiting to be brought to court. He opened up his eyes and he could see this brilliant light begin to fill his cell. He looked out the window and there was nothing but clouds and he realized then that God was with him and that He was going to be with him in court that day!! God is so good.

FOOD FOR THE SOUL

My husband Adam and I (Molly) recently felt lead to go on a fast. As we did, we felt a greater awareness of God's presence in our lives. Although this was an amazing experience, I found myself still starving for food when I would get up in the morning. One morning in particular I remember being so hungry that I went downstairs to spend time with God and I cried out, "Lord, I'm starving! Please feed me!"

When I finished uttering those words the Lord said to me, "Molly, that is exactly the state of My people - they are starving." I then felt a strong impression to listen to the Word that I have on CD. As the words echoed through my house, the hunger completely ceased. I was being fed by the Word of God and as a result, felt full and rejuvenated.

I realized that the Lord was describing a spiritual starvation among His people because they have neglected to eat of His Word. There are no substitutions for God's Word. Nothing can replace the sustenance that it brings. A prophetic word cannot maintain us; an encounter cannot fully preserve us, or even an anointing. Just as our bodies need natural food to survive, our spirits must have the food God has given us to be able to reach that all-glorious finish line. This spiritual food is His beautiful and priceless Word that has proven to always be more than enough. May the timeless words of our wondrous Bible be ever-present in our hearts and minds. Then we will not languish in a state of starvation but rather overflow in ministering to others.

Ministry Update - July 2011

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I want to thank you for your prayers after my recent heart attack. It has made an incredible difference in my life. I recently met with my cardiologist and received permission to add jogging to my walking regime. Currently, I am able to jog two and a half miles in thirty minutes. Not fast, but it's a start - especially since I have not done any serious jogging in the past twenty years. I would love to run a 10K race in a couple of years when I am sixty.

GOD'S KINGDOM EXPANSION

Currently, I am a part of two pastor's prayer coalitions - one in South Minneapolis and one in Brainerd about 100 miles north. You might recall that the South Minneapolis prayer group was begun over five years ago at our Urban Jungle coffee shop.

On Pentecost Sunday (June 12), many of the pastors and their churches gathered for an outreach in Peavey Park located near the corner of East Franklin and Chicago Avenue. There was music, food, and even a prayer booth. For over three hours, Jesus was proclaimed as our risen King. A spirit of unity and power rested on the park the entire time. Several Muslims came and were touched. Many CDs and pieces of literature were also distributed to unbelievers.

During the event, I received a call from a pastor in Brainerd. Tragically, one of the pastors in our Brainerd prayer group had been critically injured in a motorcycle accident after church. I discovered he had been transferred to North Memorial hospital in Minneapolis, not too far from where I was visiting. As I arrived, I was told that Pastor Chip's head injuries had caused all brain activity to cease. I decided to pray regardless and two days later, I returned with three other pastors to pray for him and his family. Although the doctors said there was no brain function, on both occasions, Pastor Chip would grab our hands. Amazingly, this happened only when we prayed.

I thought the experience was quite remarkable. Could it be that our spirit remains active even when our body shuts down (Matt. 26:41)? The following day, Pastor Chip passed away. Perhaps he was trying to tell us that he was doing great in his new surroundings!

MULTIPLICATION THROUGH SUBTRACTION

One day Jesus told His disciples that He would soon be leaving them. They protested this revelation and begged Him to reconsider. In their minds, Jesus' departure could never be a positive step. They looked to Him as their leader and the only one capable of challenging the current political and religious establishment. The disciples saw this new development as an enormous threat to their hopes and dreams.

At the time, the disciples were still not trusting in the dynamics of God's Kingdom. They failed to see that throughout history, this Kingdom was designed to increase not decrease. This was clearly demonstrated in both the physical and spiritual realms (see Gen. 1:22 and 2 Cor. 9:10).

As a result, they missed another key point. Not only does the Kingdom of God increase by design but this increase is often accelerated when there has been a loss. I believe this is a true reflection of the King's nature and character. His heart is always filled with compassion and advocacy. God doubled Job's material possessions after he had suffered severe loss. God multiplied Abraham's descendants after he left his land and family. The early Church experienced exponential growth only after Christ's departure.

When we experience unexpected loss, we need to remind ourselves of the nature and character of the King and His Kingdom. We then need to pray that His Kingdom principles will be fulfilled on earth as it is in heaven. Finally, we need to be looking for an acceleration of expansion of His Kingdom all around us!

LAKES AREA CHAPLAINCY

The ministry at the Sheriff's Department continues to expand with fresh opportunities to serve the officers and staff. Recently, I was invited to attend a monthly training session. We were briefed on appropriate responses to hostage taking and suicide threats. To my surprise, afterwards the head hostage negotiator invited me to be a part of their team!

We now have a separate board consisting of two local pastors and two law enforcement officers overseeing the program. I covet your prayers for the 130 officers and staff who serve in the Crow Wing County Sheriff's Department. We also welcome any donations to help expand this new and vital ministry.

Ministry Update - June 2011

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AN APPOINTMENT WITH DESTINY

An unexpected nurse came to my room early in the morning of May 12. Already awake, I had a sense of providence despite what was ahead. "You will be the first to receive an angiogram today. We'll get you at 7:30," she said politely.

I knew I had experienced a recent heart attack. I also knew that my scheduled procedure would determine the exact location of any blockages in my heart. Angioplasty and stents would then be used to open these passages.

My emotions were conflicted, as I was pleased to get the procedure done early but disappointed that none of my family would arrive in time. So there I was lying alone and silent at the Minneapolis Heart Institute in South Minneapolis. God plus no one. Strangely, it seemed appropriate. In my place of crisis, there was only one familiar face. Even as I lay helpless, on the edge of life and death, He would never leave me.

I began to consider how often angels are dispatched to help those in similar situations. As unseen caregivers, they have provided tremendous blessings to countless people. Despite this, I somehow knew that Jesus had decided to come to me personally. All I could say was "I want to give you my heart - my damaged, broken physical heart." Suddenly, I saw Him holding it and knew He had accepted my request. Overwhelmed with thankfulness, I said, "From now on, it only beats for you."

Soon the hospital staff arrived and I went in for the dangerous procedure. Amazingly, in Operating Room Seven, I had seven stents placed in my arteries. The operation was more extensive than anticipated but it was perfect. His heart was now beating in my chest.

Although I have served Christ for nearly forty years, the experience ushered me into a deeper level of union with Him. Ironically, I had given Him my physical life but escaped death's sting. As a result, I received a greater sense of my spiritual destiny on earth.

The next morning, I looked out the window of my recovery room and observed a surprisingly familiar church steeple emerging from the rooftops. I then checked the time and realized my Christian coworkers were having their weekly prayer meeting precisely at that moment. I then realized God had divinely orchestrated the time and place I would stay in the hospital. His love and the love of His servants just overwhelmed me.

When I was finally released from the hospital, I recalled something my daughter had shared with me a couple of months ago. While praying, she saw my life in the form of a book. This book had many interesting chapters but she was surprised to discover several blank pages at the very end. The Lord then revealed to her that they were extra pages He was giving me. Without my awareness of an imminent heart attack, God had already determined to extend my life.

By His grace, I am now able to expand my work as chaplain of Crow Wing County. I am able to continue to spread His Kingdom message through books and teaching. I am able to continue my ministry to my friends and family. I am able to complete God's will for my life!

WINNING THE HAND OF RACHEL

One of the greatest love stories in the Bible is revealed in Genesis 29. Young Jacob was smitten by beautiful Rachel and desired her more than anyone else in this world. Consequently, Jacob was willing to pay anything to have her as his bride.

Rachel's father, Laban, took full advantage of Jacob's love by demanding seven years of hard labor for her hand. Even at this steep price, the Bible tells us Jacob agreed because "they seemed like only a few days to him because of his love for her" (Gen. 29:20).

Besides the labor contract, Laban deceived Jacob by switching Rachel for her older sister Leah on their wedding night. The next morning, Jacob was shocked and saddened by the appearance of Leah. He insisted Rachel be given to him according to their agreement. Laban defended his actions by claiming their customs require the older daughter must be married before the younger daughter.

Despite the injustice, Jacob agreed to work another seven years for Rachel. As a result, she finally became Jacob's bride. The narrative serves as a wonderful testimony of a young man's deep and irrepressible devotion for the woman of his dreams despite unexpected hardships and obstacles.

Many Christians were once captivated by a beautiful Rachel. Perhaps she was a longing for renewal in our church, a dream of revival in our community, or a vision for foreign missions. At one time, this yearning transcended all other desires. We were willing to pay any price for her. Like Jacob, fulfilling the dream involved many years of hard work and sacrifice. Unfortunately, when we anticipated success, we often experienced discouragement, disappointment, and injustice. At that point, tragically, many of us did something we never imagined we would do - we decided to settle for Leah.

Rather than fighting on, we settled down. We took what was common rather than what was exceptional. We went with something more reasonable and obtainable. Our compromise did not fulfill the original dream but it became a safe alternative.

Ironically, Leah bore Jacob six sons while Rachel produced only two. Leah gave Jacob fruitfulness and abundance while Rachel died in the birth of her second son. Leah appeared to be the more productive wife for Jacob but she was still not the God-given dream - that could only be Rachel.

Is there a Rachel remaining to be won in your life? Has God given you a dream that is yet to be fulfilled? If so, don't lose heart. Don't give up. Don't settle for less. She is still worth the price. In our remaining years, let us pursue our God-given destinies for His glory and the expansion of His Kingdom!

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Ministry Update - May 2011

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STEPS TO TRANSFORMATION

Many years ago, I remember ministering in Los Banos, CA. We were a team of young zealous Christians that believed God could transform a small city. While there, I remember the number one drug supplier became a Christian through our efforts. My first convert was a Satanist. In one year, many troubled youth came to Christ through our various local outreaches. One young man, Robert Duran, remains a close friend. The impact on the community was substantial. According to local police statistics, overall crime dropped 23.5% while juvenile crime dropped 38%!

Now I find myself relocated to northern Minnesota and ministering in a community similar in size to Los Banos. Brainerd has been hit particularly hard by the recent recession. Unemployment has been near twenty percent. Every year, long winters give way to a summer party atmosphere that creates more trouble for this fragile tourist area. Numerous bars continue to feed the chronic alcohol problem. The area has faced deep spiritual darkness but the dawn is beginning to break.

In the past, I have mentioned the weekly pastor's prayer group. This gathering has fostered a city-reaching and kingdom expanding vision for the community. One of the results is that several congregations recently came together for a Good Friday service. Only the local high school was large enough to accommodate the over 2600 participants. That is twenty percent of the city's population! The service was beautiful and powerful. Jesus was lifted up and we were drawn closer together.

However, God is also reaching out to those outside of His flock. Recently, a sheriff's deputy was called to the scene of a local family in crisis. The deputy successfully stabilized the situation but knew it needed follow up. Since the deputy was a Christian, he called me to help lead this family to the only one who could heal their broken hearts.

Normally, my ministry is directed to the sheriff's officers and staff. However, in this situation, I agreed to meet with the family. I asked one of the local pastors from our prayer group to accompany me on the follow up. As we met with the couple, God marvelously used the pastor to minister into their lives. Tears flowed as the power of God brought hope and direction. They responded with openness, a desire to attend church, and receive marriage counseling. It was a clear example of how law enforcement, the chaplaincy, and the local churches can work together to transform our community.

I LOVE YOU MORE

A tribute to my mom on Mother's Day -

To see my radiant mother today, you would never think she went through such hard times in her life. I love her wisdom, her joy, her zeal for God and her unction that is so contagious. What I love most about her though, is her journey. A journey that is a testimony to all who travel her same road and never stop walking..........

My mother suffered for many years when I was far away from the Lord. I am sure there were many days she could barely get out of bed. Many nights she cried herself to sleep and other nights she stayed up as long as it took to make sure I was safe at home. Her constant prayer to the Lord was, "Please, just give my daughter one more day." Through all the fears, all the doubts, and all the hurts, she kept on walking for me.

I imagine she may have uttered the same words our dear Savior whispered within His heart with every step He took for us. "Unless a grain of wheat is buried in the ground, dead to the world, it is never any more than a grain of wheat. But if it is buried, it sprouts and reproduces itself many times over. In the same way, anyone who holds on to life just as it is destroys that life. But if you let it go, reckless in your love, you'll have it forever, real and eternal" (John 12: 24-25 MSG).

Though darkness tried to overtake her, with each step planted, she was able to declare the notable line in the movie, Fireproof, "I love you more." My mother made a decision one day; a choice that would change her life and my life forever. She decided to die, but not just a quick easy death. She walked a long, difficult, and often lonely road. Her footsteps of suffering paved the way for the footsteps of my victories. She had to die to her uncertainties, her pride, and her own ambitions so that I would find life. She chose to love me more.

Now as a mother of a teenager and three younger children, I more understand my mother's love and sacrifice. Consequently, when I face situations in my life that test my commitment to God and family, I find myself taking one more step and whispering, "I love you more."

Thank you mom for loving me more!

~ Molly

ESTABLISHING A KINGDOM CULTURE

We continue to see many positive effects from our book, The Clash of Kingdoms. As a result, we have decided to write a study guide that will assist many of those who want to teach the principles found in the book. If you have not obtained a copy of The Clash of Kingdoms, do so now below and help expand the Kingdom that cannot be shaken!

Ministry Update - April 2011

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FRESH FIRE!

Remnant Ministry Center in Brainerd, MN has hosted three or our Spiritual Well-Digging services this past month. The local Teen Challenge center joined members of the church for an evening of worship, prayer, and intimate encounters with God. There were confessions of sin, fresh spiritual revelations, and a deeper burden for the community.

Remnant Ministry Center has also been hosting a weekly prayer meeting for many of the local pastors. Two of these pastors serve on the board of our Lakes Area Chaplaincy. This month, all of these pastors and their congregations will be uniting in a Good Friday Service at the local high school. "How good and pleasant it is when brothers live together in unity!" (Ps. 133:1).

TRANSITIONS

Recently, I received a call from one of the Sheriff's deputies. He had been dispatched to deliver a death notification to an elderly couple who had just lost their only child. The deputy asked if I would be willing to assist him in this difficult assignment.

Even though I had been trained for this type of ministry, it was my first opportunity to actually serve in this capacity. My heart and mind were filled with potential reactions and needed responses. Above all, I wanted the couple to experience God's grace. Fortunately, as the notification unfolded, I was able to witness His love touch this couple as they faced probably the most difficult day in their lives. As their pastor joined us, it was encouraging to know God can carry our heaviest burdens.

This past month, we also experienced the arrival of the newest member of our family. Esther Hadassah Vanheel was born on Sunday, March 27. She is doing great as well as the rest of her family. I can only imagine the plans and purposes that God has for our little Esther. Like her namesake in the Bible, may she enjoy a deep, personal relationship with her King. May she always put His plans and purposes before her own desires and may He use her to be a source of help for the nation!

AND THE LORD REMEMBERED HER - Molly Vanheel

One of the greatest desires of a woman's life is to bear a child. This is often not suddenly decided upon but intricately planned out in their hearts and minds. Once established, the yearning fills their every moment. They speak and dream about it often. They even cry out in desperation for it. They refuse to be denied no matter how bleak the circumstances appear. There was a woman in the Bible who understood this desperation.

Hannah prayed year after year for a child but remained barren. In addition, Elkanah's other wife Peninnah, would often mock her condition. Even her own husband asked why he was not enough for her. Why did she desire more? I am sure the comments only added to her pain as she continued to cry out to God.

Many years later, a woman anointed Jesus with a very expensive perfume. The perfume did not just give a pleasing fragrance but reflected a broken life's journey to the feet of her God. Tragically, like Hannah, her love and desperation were ridiculed. The disciples exclaimed, "Why this waste?" However, Jesus declared that her story would never be forgotten. He knew her desperation was an example of what true intimacy and love is.

I recently bore our fourth child. This baby was especially significant, as we had lost a baby only a year before. Prior to the miscarriage, I had been crying out to God for another child. Like Hannah, when I found out I was pregnant I was overjoyed. However, when we lost the baby a few weeks later, I felt so defeated. I wanted to give up but a portion of a song kept resonating in my heart,

You give and take away

My heart will choose to say

Lord, blessed be Your name

While in labor with our little Essie, God spoke many comforting things to me but one scripture passage stood out above all the rest. As Esther's birth was nearing, the Lord clearly spoke to my heart, "and the Lord remembered her" (1 Sam. 1:19). God showed me, as He did with Hannah and the woman with the costly perfume, that our desperation is never a waste. He remembered and He answered. Even though holding my little promise was such a blessing, the true gift from my God, is that He remembered me. My tears, my prayers, my pleas, were not wasted, but remembered.

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Ministry Update - March 2011

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COUNTY CHAPLAINCY RESTORED!

After years of inactivity, the Sheriff's Chaplaincy Program in Crow Wing County has been reestablished. I have met with the sheriff, deputies, and jail staff along with the board overseeing the previous program. Other chaplains from neighboring counties have provided invaluable assistance. I have received specialized training in death notification and some preliminary training in Critical Incident Stress Debriefing. This is a big step for Bethany Urban Development especially because the program was not funded by the county.

The spiritual potential is enormous and I continue to see God's favor in the reestablishment of this ministry. The population of Crow Wing County is 60,000 but because it is a vacation area for many Twin Cities residents, it typically triples in size during the summer. It contains nearly a thousand square miles and is home to several municipalities including Baxter, Brainerd, Breezy Point, Crosby, Deerwood, Crosslake, Nisswa, and Pequot Lakes.

The Sheriff Department's impact on the county and local municipalities is huge. I am convinced that God has strategically opened this door of ministry for the sake of those serving in the Sheriff's Department and the citizens and visitors of Crow Wing County. May your kingdom come and your will be done on earth as it is in heaven!

THE BREATH OF GOD

We find in Genesis that "the Lord God formed the man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being" (Gen .2:7). Surprisingly, God didn't bring life into Adam with a word or even a touch but by His very breath. This breath came from deep inside of Him. More than bringing forth life, this breath deposited His life into the deepest parts of Adam's being. This made man unique in all of God's creation.

Tragically, the human race turned from God and resisted His efforts to bring life into their lives. The Scriptures reveal that "The Lord was grieved that he had made man on the earth, and his heart was filled with pain" (Gen. 6:6). According to Wycliffe, this passage reveals that God's heart-rending disappointment produced a divine gasp. Humanity's sin had caused God to experience a shortness of breath.

When Jesus began His ministry, it was with divine purpose and direction. Faithfully, He preached a message of restoration with our Creator. Lovingly, He demonstrated our need for His life. Finally, upon Calvary's cruel cross He "called out with a loud voice, 'Father, into your hands I commit my spirit.' When he had said this, he breathed his last" (Luke 23:46).

Remarkably, death and the grave could not contain Him. The tomb was now empty, but sadly, so were the hearts and hopes of Christ's disciples. As they huddled in fear, their pitiful condition was suddenly shattered by the appearance of the resurrected Son of God. Immediately, overwhelming relief and joy filled their once-trembling hearts.

However, something else happened at that moment. What Jesus did next was simply amazing. The Scriptures reveal that He "breathed on them and said, 'Receive the Holy Spirit'" (John 20:22). What had been tragically interrupted with the fall of humanity was now dramatically restored. Because of Christ's sacrifice, God's breath could now flow freely into those yielded to Him.

This spiritual dynamic reminds me of an unforgettable encounter I had with God several years ago. While praying with a Christian brother, we became overwhelmed with God's presence. The Lord continued to remain for an extended period of time. As He did, I remember His voice calling out to us, "Breathe Me in!"

Now I know why.

This is His everlasting desire and our eternal purpose.

THE CLASH OF KINGDOMS IS HERE!

We are excited to announce that The Clash of Kingdoms is now available. I believe this message is critical to the Church at this challenging time in our history. Who will awaken the slumbering Bride? What will rekindle her love for the Bridegroom? Will she arise to her destiny for such a time as this?

Today, we face unprecedented challenges to our Christian faith. Many of these threats are obvious but the most dangerous ones are unseen or unknown. In The Clash of Kingdoms, we expose the most powerful kingdom threatening the Church today. We look at how it has infiltrated the Western Church creating a contaminated religious culture. We also explore the power and majesty of God's unshakable Kingdom that offers an amazing remedy.

On the day of Pentecost, something happened that went beyond revival. There was a reformation of mind and heart. These young believers became citizens of a different Kingdom. They discovered a revolutionary way of life. As a result, they turned the world upside down or should I say right side up. They possessed a power that comes from seeing the world from God's Kingdom perspective.

The Clash of Kingdoms presents biblical principles often forgotten or neglected in our church culture. By rediscovering our New Testament mandate, we will be empowered to fulfill our spiritual destiny. "Let us be grateful for receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken" (Heb. 12:28 RSV).

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Ministry Update - February 2011

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THE CLASH OF KINGDOMS - AN INTRODUCTION

I am a product of the Jesus People Movement. In 1972, I came face to face with biblical Christianity. It did not compromise or cater to my self-serving lifestyle. It was radically relevant. Soon after, I joined a ministry called the Agape Force and moved near Keith Green, Leonard Ravenhill, Winkie Pratney, and David Wilkerson in East Texas. For sixteen years, I enjoyed the privilege of helping ministry teams and centers throughout the United States. I witnessed the transforming power of the gospel shake my generation.

During this time, God deposited a passion for revival that has never left. This passion led my family and me to move into the urban core of South Minneapolis in 1998. There, we began Bethany Urban Development. Our focus was on rescuing heroin addicts, homeless alcoholics, and refugees trapped in false religions.

While living in this at-risk neighborhood, I became acutely aware of the spiritual darkness oppressing those trapped in the city. I became obsessed with a desire to see God's Kingdom come to the places of greatest need. As a result, we started a prayer coalition consisting of key church and ministry leaders of the area. We saw many positive results, but a prevailing darkness seemed to thwart any major breakthroughs.

Finally, in our desperation, God led our ministry to do something so simple but so profound. He said, "I do not want you to pursue prayer as an activity or an event. I want your prayers to become a lifestyle." His words led us to nightly prayer sessions that became the focus of our ministry. These prayer times led to many miracles and spiritual revelations. As a result, we began to disengage from this world's system. We felt more in rhythm with His heart than ever before. We had a greater sense of our spiritual destiny.

In John 16:13, Jesus describes the ministry of the Holy Spirit: "He will tell you what is yet to come." God does not want His people to be caught unawares. He knows where He is going and what is coming. I believe God is currently preparing all His followers for a life different from what we have known.

Just like the Children of Israel before they entered the Promise Land, so we are being called into a season of preparation and consecration. The Lord is getting us ready for the greatest spiritual harvest in history but it can only happen when we receive a clearer understanding of Him and the ways of His Kingdom.

THE HEZEKIAH SYNDROME

King Hezekiah was a man who did "what was right in the eyes of the Lord" (2 Kings 18:3). Because of his earnest prayers, God delivered Judah from the Assyrians and even delivered Hezekiah from a life-threatening disease. (see 2 Kings 20:4-6).

Shortly after his illness, King Hezekiah received an official delegation from Babylon. He was more than happy to show these envoys his royal treasury, thinking Babylon possessed no threat to his kingdom. Nevertheless, the local prophet, who walked in communion with God, saw the unseen danger: Then Isaiah said to Hezekiah, "Hear the word of the Lord: The time will surely come when everything in your palace, and all that your predecessors have stored up until this day, will be carried off to Babylon. Nothing will be left, says the Lord" (2 Kings 20:16-17).

Tragically, Hezekiah responded to the threat with self-serving indifference. "'The word of the LORD you have spoken is good," Hezekiah replied. For he thought, 'Will there not be peace and security in my lifetime?'" (2 Kings 20:19). In other words, Hezekiah was preoccupied with maintaining his comfortable lifestyle.

The kingdom of Babylon is still around, and I believe it poses an even graver danger to the Church. Part of its strength comes from our miscalculation of its current and future intentions. In many minds, the danger is simply minimized or ignored. We have often chosen coexistence over confrontation. As a result, Babylon is carrying off our biblical values and replacing them with its own.

True Christianity places people into strategic positions. True Christians will see things others do not. They will clearly mark their boundaries, lifestyle, and values. They will demonstrate a superior way of living through their words and deeds. Like the prophets of old, their eyes and ears are in tune with God's. They see things in the heavenlies and they pull them down to earth. They are locked into His plans and purposes regardless of the cost. They are a voice in the wilderness that is penetrating this world's system with the transforming power of His Kingdom.

RELEASE DATE: MARCH 2, 2011

The Clash of Kingdoms is the third and final installment of the Warrior Bride Series. It is written for those who want to fulfill their spiritual destiny more than living a comfortable lifestyle. It is for those who want to discover the keys to true spiritual transformation. It is for those who want to be a voice and not an echo in this generation.

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Ministry Update - January 2011

2011-01-12T19:50:00.001-06:00

I HAVE NOW COME!

As Joshua and his army approached Jericho, a surprising visitor met him on the road. This warrior confronted Joshua with a drawn sword. He was armed and ready to fight. Joshua asked, '"Are you for us or for our enemies?'

'Neither,' he replied, 'but as commander of the army of the LORD I have now come'" (Josh. 5:13-14). His answer was a vivid reminder that the Lord does not represent or fight for any Kingdom but His own. This will never change.

The warrior's declaration "I have now come" also reminds me of a story I heard several years ago. There was a pastor who constantly prayed, "Lord, send revival; send revival." But nothing changed. He grew more desperate, "Lord, send revival; send revival." But still no answer. Finally, as he continued to cry out, the Lord spoke something so simple yet so profound, "I don't send revival, I come!"

For God to come, we must consider what happened before Joshua's encounter. God had just renewed His covenant with His people at Gilgal. Through forming an altar and reinstituting circumcision, the Children of Israel had reestablished their love commitment to the Lord. As they did, the Lord declared, "Today I have rolled away the reproach of Egypt from you" (Josh. 5:9). This declaration revealed that the Hebrews had finally disengaged from the world's system. They also celebrated the Passover to remember the Lord's faithfulness. They were now armed for battle and anxious to fulfill their God-given mandate to take the land.

I have hungered for a culture-changing move of God since experiencing it in 1972. At times, this burden has overwhelmed and consumed me. I know it is God's desire to come to us. I know He has come to other parts of the world. I know what brought the Lord to Joshua and Children of Israel applies to us today. We may think we have been waiting for Him but actually, He has been waiting for us. Waiting for our whole hearts. Waiting for us to let go of this world. Waiting for us to submit to His ways of doing His work.

NEW MINISTRY OPPORTUNITY

Recently, in one of our prayer meetings, I had an unusual impression. I sensed the need to contact the local police department and offer my services as a chaplain. It seemed farfetched so I put it off - until the next prayer meeting. Then again the impression came. I became more certain I needed to follow through but still avoided any action for several days.

Finally, I dropped by the city hall to ask where the police department was located. Ironically, they said they no longer had a police department but had contracted the nearby community to handle their police duties. After some consideration, I decided to go to the neighboring police department and asked to speak to the chief.

She came out and I briefly explained my offer. To my surprise, she suggested I contact the sheriff's department for the entire county. That was neither what I expected to hear nor what I was seeking to do. However, after a few days, I decided to contact the sheriff's department and left a message for the deputy sheriff. Since I didn't get an immediate response, I concluded that the whole effort was not going to bear fruit anytime soon.

However, not long after, I did receive a call from the deputy sheriff. She had heard my message and asked to meet with me as soon as possible. I soon discovered that the county's chaplaincy program had been recently discontinued and they were anxious to reinstitute it. Ironically, I could not have contacted them at a better time. Since the initial meeting with the deputy sheriff and captain of the county jail, I have met with the sheriff and municipal police chiefs of several communities in the county. So far, everything seems open for an expanded B.U.D. involvement in the county.

I shared this development with some local pastors. They were surprised and said they have tried to work with the sheriff's department for years without success. We were praying to have an impact in our community but never expected God would open doors for us to have an influence on the entire county!

COMING SOON: THE CLASH OF KINGDOMS

After some anxious delays, The Clash of Kingdoms will finally be released in a few weeks. We are so excited about getting it in the hands of people who hunger for a culture-changing move of God. I believe He is speaking today with fresh passion and clear direction. I also believe we are on the threshold of an unprecedented demonstration of His power and love. Already God is calling out and preparing modern-day Elijahs and John the Baptists to prepare the way of our coming King.

I am convinced we must reevaluate our current Christian culture and traditions. We must let go of mindsets and lifestyles that more reflect the kingdom of this world than the Kingdom of our God. We cannot continue to do church the way we have done it in the past and expect different results.

If we seek His face and are open to His ways, then He will give us fresh insights to His plans and our role in them. If we submit to His agenda, no amount of spiritual darkness or physical challenges can stop us. We were destined to fly with Him and the wind is starting to blow.

Ministry Update - December 10, 2010

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God has continued to bless Bethany Urban Development with material blessings, fresh revelations, and His glorious grace. Recently, Molly received a vision from the Lord as we conducted a worship service at my parent's home. I trust her encounter draws you closer to our Savior's heart.

TEARS OF LOVE

The music had begun and I remember walking over to my grandparent's large window that overlooks Serpent Lake. I closed my eyes and started to worship. Tears began to fall from my face as I reflected on the glory and wonder of my God. All I could say repeatedly to Him was, "I am so in love with you. I have to have more of you. I am desperate for you."

Within a few minutes of crying this prayer, I saw the heavens open wide above the lake. Suddenly multitudes of angels came down, one assembly after another after another. Throughout this glorious scene, I couldn't stop worshipping. There were so many angels; I could not see the end. They all just stood motionless, watching me. Their faces were solemn. Despite my curiosity, I continued to worship the Lord. Then I heard something in my spirit. "They have come to watch worship that makes their God weep."

All of a sudden, the heavens opened up again and a brilliant light came down. Because of its majesty, the light could be felt, not just seen. I was only able to capture a silhouette within the radiance but I knew it was my Jesus. He then began to walk towards me. He had the same look as the angels, as He watched me worship Him. Within this brilliant light, I was able to see tears falling from His face. He then stopped right in front of me and asked me a compelling question. "Molly, if you could bring one thing with you to Heaven, what would you bring?"

I softly spoke back to Him and said, "I know you have spoken in your Word that you will wipe away every tear, but if it's not too much to ask, can I keep mine? I cannot worship you without them. My tears remind me of where you have taken me from and where you are taking me to. They are my silent "I love you's."

Jesus then spoke back and said, "I will let you keep them, if I can keep mine." At that moment I realized that His tears are His silent "I love you's" too.

LET US WORSHIP

Later, I began to consider how much the Lord is attracted to our worship. At times, I have worshipped God when my bills were high; when sickness seemed to rain down like a flood; and when doubt seemed so much easier than faith. I also remember that in all these situations, He came through-often in the midnight hour.

Because of what we have had to face on earth, the angels will never be able to worship God as we do. Their worship and praise is much easier and natural. They have not had to battle the world, the flesh, and separation from His presence as we have. Our basic weakness is what makes our worship so special to the Lord. "Do you realize how fortunate you are? Angels would have given anything to be in on this!" (1 Peter 1:12 MSG).

When we someday enter His gates and are presented to our King, we will be stepping into a new reality. We will no longer have to cry out for God to come because He will already be there. We won't have to ask for help because we will have everything we need. We will not need to ask God to stay just a little while longer because His presence will never leave. Until then, we only have this brief time on earth to worship God in such a unique and precious way.

The birth of Jesus brought indescribable worship and praise from on high. But let us remember where Jesus was. He was not above in the heavenlies but near the simple, poor, and undistinguishable worshippers below.

During this Christmas season, let us lift Him up as no one else can in the universe. He has been so faithful and is worthy to be worshipped. Let us give Him the gift that will brings tears to His eyes.

Ministry Update - November 8, 2010

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JAILBREAK! (THROUGH)

Can you imagine a group of female inmates crying out to God with faces full of tears? Can you imagine them declaring God's promises at the top of their voices? Can you imagine the guards watching in total disbelief? What could they do - throw them in jail? This is what is happening as many inmates are experiencing the Presence of God and breaking out in a spirit of worship to Him. My mother has faithfully ministered at the Crow Wing County jail for over ten years and has never seen anything like it. One of the women cried out, "Lord take these shackles from my feet so I can dance!" We covet your prayers for these women. They are so hungry for God. I believe He has given them a special anointing and destiny.

Celina - I am now 30 years old, and thanks to God, I am in Crow Wing County jail learning everything I need to know about: His love for us sinners, His Word, and forgiveness. When I leave here, I will follow a righteous path to eternal life in Heaven. Thank you God for everything!

Cindy - I thought I was saved but continued in sin. When I came to jail and that door slammed shut, I felt worthless, like a failure. Satan was there to tell me the Lord hated me, that I wasn't worthy. I cried out to the Lord - either let me die or help me to live only for you! I knew then and there that it would have to be one or the other, life or death - but only in Jesus. I believe he brought me to jail to save my life in many ways and I have gained the fear of the Lord! My eyes have been opened!

Andrea - I grew up believing in God, but never really knew him until I got caught doing what I'm not suppose to do - what a good mom shouldn't be doing. I came to jail thinking I wouldn't learn anything but to do "time" and I found God as my friend, and love in my heart.

Melvina - We are dealing with a lot of pain and paying the price. God, we do love you and ask that you help us.

Anonymous - The Bible gives us hope because in here, there are two choices. Satan, who got me here, or God, who will guide me and see me thru until the doors allow me to see the sun again. Being here gives us time to come back to God! He has an eraser called forgiveness!

Mardella - Since I've been in here I found the Lord again! I grew up with Him in my life and have followed His paths but many times have slipped into sinful ways. Each time I get forgiven I feel closer. This time I want to STAY ON THE PATH OF JESUS! When and if sometime I find out who turned me in I will thank them instead of wanting to hurt them.

We havce found that in the midst of paying the consequenses of sin, God still leads people to Himself and moves them towards their spiritual destiny.

"To all who mourn in Israel he will give: beauty for ashes; joy instead of mourning; praise instead of heaviness. For God has planted them like strong and graceful oaks for his own glory"

(Isa. 61:3 TLB).

FULFILLING OUR DESTINY

About two and a half years ago, God gave me a vision of the deep spiritual darkness that overshadows our land. Since then, I have seen it continue to grow in its power and influence. It has affected our spiritual sensitivities and perceptions. It had manipulated the way we live and think. Our current conditions remind me of something that happened years ago.

His leader was gone. His closest friends were dead. He was banished to a forsaken island with few provisions. Around him was nothing but darkness and despair. The circumstances refused hope and the future looked foreboding.

Suddenly, with a trumpet blast, a voice penetrated this desperate scene. The Apostle John turned around to witness "His head and hair were white like wool, as white as snow, and his eyes were like blazing fire. His feet were like bronze glowing in a furnace, and his voice was like the sound of rushing waters. In his right hand he held seven stars, and out of his mouth came a sharp double-edged sword. His face was like the sun shining in all its brilliance" (Rev. 1:14-16).

John's response was dramatic and swift, "When I saw him, I fell at his feet as though dead." It was a spectacular yet natural response. When Jesus reveals Himself, nothing can stand. No error in thinking. No spiritual blindness. No suffocating darkness. Nothing.

What happened next was equally amazing. Jesus extended undeserved mercy and tenderness to John's quivering body. "Then he placed his right hand on me and said: 'Do not be afraid. I am the First and the Last. I am the Living One; I was dead, and behold I am alive for ever and ever!'" This is how God handles dark circumstances. He comes with penetrating brilliance to replace shallow understanding and take away all our fears.

But the story doesn't finish here. Jesus proceeds to give John specific instructions on what he needs to do. This is a critical point. The encounter has made John both willing and able to fulfill God's desires.

Unfortunately, many Christians today are combating the darkness and doing spiritual work in in their own mind and strength. This was King Saul's problem. He was trying to do God's will through his own abilities and understanding. But according to John Mulinde, a Christian leader in Uganda, this type of religious activity is never true ministry.

Probably we will never experience the exact same circumstances John faced. Probably we will never experience the exact same revelation he had. But God has not changed the way He works. Today, He wants to penetrate our darkness and lift us with His voice. He also wants to show us how to fulfill His will. This is the critical need of the hour. We must do God's work His way to fulfill our spiritual destiny.

OUR MISSION

We are passionately committed to intimacy with Christ that compels us to reach the lost and expand His Kingdom on earth.

We seek to transform hearts, homes, and communities through a prayer and worship lifestyle.

Ardor Media, a division of B.U.D., exists to provide resources for those who want more of God.

Consuming Love promotes our marriage with Christ based on commitment, friendship,

and passion.

Liberating Love describes our battle for those outside the safety of His embrace.

The Clash of Kingdoms is a call to fulfill our spiritual destiny through disengagement of this world's system and adopting the values of God's Kingdom. (due to be released early 2011).

Set Me Ablaze expresses the heart of B.U.D. It is a powerful 2 CD collection of prophetic poems and instrumental music.

Ministry Update - October 2, 2010

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Dear Friend,

The great revivalist, Charles Finney, once spoke about virtue and how it is determined in our Christian life. He explained that when someone, who is not naturally patient, demonstrates patience, it is virtuous. However, when a naturally patient person demonstrates patience, it is more natural than virtuous. When we read in Revelation about the living creatures, elders, and angels falling before the Lord in worship, we imagine God is greatly pleased. This may be true, but consider that their worship is primarily a natural response of who they are and what they see. Now consider a simple godly person who is buffeted by the storms of life. When he or she lifts up their heart in worship, the virtue of this act is so much more significant to God. Can we dare to imagine the honor and joy it brings to Him? Can we envision the beauty and fragrance that the Lord enjoys? If so, let our worship fill His heart today!

Steve Harrison

KINGDOM EXPANSION

As Martha recovers from her successful cancer surgery, we are increasing our ministry outreach in the Brainerd Lakes area. Every Tuesday night we meet for prayer at my parent's home in Crosby. Several of their friends have been recently joining us. We have been focusing on digging a spiritual well and God has met us in powerful ways. We believe this has been instrumental in opening many other ministry opportunities. Every week, the Crow Wing County jail ministry grows in numbers and spiritual hunger. More inmates are coming to Christ and seeing answers to their prayers. Teen Challenge has a center nearby which we hope will be the next stop for many of those who have been transformed. This past week, an inmate who had previously visited our Urban Jungle coffee shop in Minneapolis, gave her life to Christ. The seed that was planted years ago has now been harvested Our ministry to the pastors in the area is also going well. There is a sincere hunger and desire for unity in the Holy Spirit. God is providing fresh bread and life-giving water to His faithful shepherds.

We also continue to be involved in the South Minneapolis area. New urban missionaries are moving in from Bethany Church and a "prayer furnace" will soon be formed in the Phillips Neighborhood. They will live just a few blocks from where B.U.D. began over ten years ago.

NO CHURCH TOWN

The village of Ironton is our new home. It is a community of 500 people. Unfortunately, it does not have a single church! The Town Tavern appears to be the focal point on Main Street. Martha and I were able to rent a small house across the alley from it. Through a divinely orchestrated turn of events, Molly and Adam have been able to move into the house next door to us. We are excited to see the Kingdom of God expand in this community. Opportunities to minister to needy people are increasing. Sickness, especially cancer is very common because of the local iron ore mines and depression seems everywhere. What a wonderful place for renewed hope and spiritual restoration.

TUNING OUR EARS

In our current culture, "seeing is believing" but in the Kingdom of God, true "faith comes from hearing" (Rom. 10:17 KJV). Many who met Jesus insisted on seeing before they would believe. They were looking when they should have been hearing. I've noticed that physicists are increasingly converting scientific data into sounds. They are doing this because the ear is sensitive to the slightest changes in pitch. Hearing is more sensitive and accurate than sight. Recently, the Lord impressed upon me the importance of following His voice. He said, "If you know my voice, you will not be lost in the dark." I believe there is a darkness coming to this earth and if we walk by sight, we will lose our way. In these days, it is critcal that we learn three keys to knowing His voice:

1) Familiarity. Mary only recognized Jesus at the empty tomb, when He spoke her name. Peter was only willing to jump out of the boat into the stormy seas when Jesus said, "Come." Even in heaven, we will be drawn to the Lord primarily because we recognize His voice rather than His physical appearance. As we spend more time with Him, His voice will become more familiar.

2) Attentiveness. Jesus continually admonished "he who has ears to hear, let him hear." He knew there was a distinction between hearing and listening. It takes greater attentiveness and effort to listen than merely hear words. Are we living with our ears tuned to His voice? Do we quickly respond when He calls? "My sheep listento my voice; I know them, and they follow me" (John 10:27).

3) Proximity. Physicists have also discovered that the closer we are to an energy source; the deeper is its resonance. In Romans 6:26, we find that the Holy Spirit aids us in prayer "with groanings too deep for words." This experience is only possible if we draw close to Him. Many have heard His cry but are we close enough to hear His groan?

DEEP CALLS UNTO DEEP

God continues to lead us to train and build spiritual wells in homes. Recently, I was in prayer with a good friend of mine. Suddenly I received a vision of a powerful spring coming up in his life. I immediately was drawn to Psalms 42:7, which is one of themost intriguing passages in Scripture. "Deep calls to deep in the roar of your waterfalls; all your waves and breakers have swept over me." Later, I discovered some interesting root Hebrew words used in this passage. The word "deep" refers to a surging mass of water, especially a subterranean water supply. The word for "waterfalls" can actually be translated "water shaft" (see 2 Sam. 5:8). Finally, the word "breakers" can be translated a "spring of water"

This passage reminds us that if we respond to God's call to dig spiritual wells, we can expect a gusher of limitless, life-giving water to sweep over us. Everyday will give us fresh opportunities to exercise spiritual health and vitality. By God's grace, we will possess the ability to touch and bless a hurting world!

Ministry Update - September 5, 2010

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WHERE IS HIS PRESENCE?

Our recent stay in Mexico was a wonderful experience. One of the most distinguishing marks of the Cave of Adullam is their dependency on the Presence of God. Whenever they gather, it is always a non-negotiable requirement. They just could not imagine doing any ministry without the aid of the Holy Spirit. Moses was a man who also valued the Presence of God. While leading the Children of Israel through the wilderness, he came to a point of crisis. Moses knew it would be impossible to complete the task God had given him without His Presence. In desperation Moses cried, "If your Presence does not go with us, do not send us up from here" (Ex 33:15). God granted Moses' request and a nation found its destiny.

Since returning from Mexico I have noticed the Church in America has learned to do a lot without the Presence of God. It reminds me of another bible character - King Saul. Throughout much of his reign, the ark of the covenant, remained in an obscure region called Kiriath Jearim. Saul never had it brought to him like his successor, King David. This misguided king thought it was unessential for running his kingdom. He was anointed for service but failed to draw near to God's Presence. Saul's willingness to lead a nation while far removed from the Presence of God was a sign of his weakness rather than his strength.

There is a dramatic shaking going on in the Western Church. Old structures and paradigms are being challenged and even removed. I believe God is trying to prepare a bride that is not dependent on religious rituals, physical facilities, and secular business strategies. However, it is not enough to change our programs, we must have the Presence of God! If we do not have His Presence we cannot fulfill our spiritual destiny. The Great Commission can only be fulfilled through one means - through the power of His Presence.

NORTHERN EXPANSION

Recently, we have felt God directing us to expand B.U.D. into a few select communities in Northern Minnesota. We are currently establishing a base in the Brainerd Lakes Area. Already, we have forged spiritual ties with several of the local pastors who have a heart for revival. There appears to be increased anticipation for God to do something new in the area.

Opportunities have also opened in Crow Wing County jail. We love ministering to those who are hurting and hungry for love and direction. Everywhere we go, we want to share the importance of digging spiritual wells and disengaging from this current culture. These have become core values of our ministry.

We continue to maintain fellowship and strategic prayer with the pastors in South Minneapolis. Whether in large cities or small towns, God is always looking for those who will seek His face and share His Kingdom blessings.

A NEW CHALLENGE

My wife, Martha, has been a pillar of strength throughout the thirty-four years we have been married. She has consistently served all those who God has placed in her life. Her faithfulness and spiritual depth have often been taken for granted, which I am most guilty.

A couple of weeks ago, Martha was diagnosed with skin cancer. It appears to be Squamous cell cancer which is not as dangerous as Melanoma but more serious than the common Basal cell cancer. The plan is to have surgery this Thursday. Since it is substantial in size and located on her head, there will be a longer time for recovery. It also puts her plans for returning to work on hold. We covet your prayers. Martha is currently on Facebook.

A NEW OPPORTUNITY

We were not able to have medical coverage when we were in Mexico this past year and currently are not covered. In addition, finances are needed to complete the Clash of Kingdoms project and set up our expanded ministry base in Northern Minnesota. We need your prayers and support at this critical time.

We must expand our support team immediately. Would you ask God right now what level of involvement you should have with us? If God directs you to make a large pledge, that's great. However, a commitment of $10, $20, or $30 per month would also be greatly appreciated. Please let us know by replying to this newsletter as soon as possible. Thank you so much for your help!

Ministry Update - July 26, 2010

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SAVING THE BEST FOR LAST

This past month has been the most rewarding and exciting time of our entire stay in Mexico. The Cave of Adullam School continued to experience the Presence of God in the classes and during their outreach. The city of Jerez was impacted by the consistent zeal and love demonstrated by the students.

On the final week of the school, the ministry hosted a conference for the alumni of the previous schools. People from many parts of Mexico attended. Their hunger for God was richly rewarded. This conference was different from typical ones in the U.S. and Mexico. There were no well-known speakers. There were no music groups. There was only a large cross in the center of the stage with a crimson robe draped across it. A spotlight helped to accentuate its presence while some prerecorded background music helped create a suitable atmosphere.

Every meeting was focused on Christ and honoring Him. There were signs and wonders throughout the three days of meetings - healings, deliverances, and prophetic words. We were caught up in God's heart and no one wanted it to end. I cannot describe in words the joy that comes when you witness God in His glorious splendor ministering to His precious Bride.

On the final day, the students officially graduated. It was an opportunity for their lives to shine on a larger scale. Everyone was moved by their testimonies and Christ like attitudes. The love of God seemed to radiate from their faces. Their lives give me great hope for Mexico and the world. May God raise up an army of them!

GOING OUT WITH A BANG

As we prepared for our return to the U.S., we realized that we were going to need some help. Our van and trailer was not large enough to transport two families. We contacted a member of one of the churches who offered his fruit truck to drive eight hours to the border. The only problem was the truck could not cross the border into the U.S. We then rented a U Haul truck on the U.S. side but it also could not cross the border into Mexico.

Our only solution was to drive our van and trailer across the border and unload its contents into the U Haul truck. Then our empty van and trailer could return to Mexico to pick up the remaining items in the fruit truck. It was a hot and exhausting endeavor but that was soon to be overshadowed by a dangerous development.

While unloading our trailer into the U Haul truck on the U.S. side, our Mexican friends were approached by a policeman from the border town of Nuevo Laredo. He asked them what was going on with their fruit truck. Our friends explained the whole situation and the policeman said that was fine. However, when we later arrived back in Mexico with our van and trailer, the policeman also returned with additional officers. They were now saying that we were not allowed to load in a public place without a permit and the cost of the permit was $1,500.00!

They threatened to arrest us if we did not pay them immediately. Finally, one of our Mexican friends told them that he and my son-in-law, Adam would be willing to go with them and take our chances before a judge. At this point, they got very upset and the rest of the police officers started waving their guns, screaming profanities, and saying "You think we are stupid or are you stupid?? This is not about going to the judge or paying a fine or permit, it is about giving us a cut. That is the way things are done around here. We work for the "Z" (that is one of the biggest mafia cartels here in Mexico right now). We can just cut your heads off right now and no one would care." They then confiscated our cell phones and checked all of our pockets. They shouted many threats including, "Don't you know we can strip you guys naked take everything from you and kill you??" At one point, they stuck their gun barrels into a couple of our friends. The tense standoff went on for close to an hour.

Finally, they were willing to listen as we shared that we were Christian missionaries who had been serving in Mexico to benefit their nation. As the police officers began to consider who we were, their demeanor started to change and they went aside to talk. They were saying things like, "You idiot, why did you take the money away from that guy?? We have made a huge mistake." One female officer made eye contact with me and I sensed a spiritual connection. Later she pointed at me and said, "He is a good man." I began to feel more at peace after that.

After they discussed a little bit more, they gave everyone back their cell phones and all our money. They even escorted us back to the border. We do not know what they experienced spiritually. We just know they had a complete change of heart and God had intervened on our behalf. Thank you so much Jesus!

A NEW SEASON

Since arriving back in Minnesota, I have sensed B.U.D. is entering into a new season of ministry. God has done much in our hearts during our team's stay in Mexico. We believe the spiritual insights our team received this past year were not just for Mexico. We want to be a part of spiritual transformation in homes, churches, and communities in the U.S. If we can help serve you or your church, please let us know.

Ministry Update - June 14, 2010

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THANK YOU, LORD!

We continue to experience an open heaven in the Cave of Adullam School. Every day there seems to be something special happening. Several people have come to the sessions from other cities and just off the street. I guess you do not have to advertize a fire!

The school has become a blessing to others in the community. Recently, several students went to the local hospital and prayed for those who were sick. There have been numerous reports of healings. The students seem to be fearless in sharing their faith with others. As a result, many local residents have had life-changing encounters with God.

There is also a strong prophetic anointing on the class. God has brought great encouragement to the students and visitors through this particular gift of the Holy Spirit. I have never seen it operate as clearly and strongly. God is raising up a generation of worshipping warriors that know His voice and will act on His command.

As you know, our B.U.D. team has used worship music in our home prayer meetings for a few years. Since coming to Mexico, I have added several hours of Spanish music to our library. We have used much of this music in our worship times with the students. This would not be so remarkable except that the classes are conducted in Spanish and I have definitely not mastered the language! Somehow, the Holy Spirit has been able to direct me to chose the correct songs to complement what is being said. I have never experienced such divine direction in worship.

Many of the evening teaching sessions never get past the worship time. The Holy Spirit comes and we just follow His lead. As God's Presence descends, everything changes - the music takes on a heavenly tone, hearts melt, people cry, many slump to the floor. People stop in front of the building, gripped by an unseen power. Those present know they have connected with something that is beyond the physical realm. God is here!

The Cave of Adullam school has adopted a declaration that they use frequently. The atmosphere of the room changes as they shout it out with conviction and authority.

DECLARATION OF VICTORY

I am what the Word of God says that I am;

I have what the Word of God says that I have;

I can do what the Word of God says that I can do.

I am more than a conqueror in Christ!

Greater is Christ that is in me

Than the problems that are in the world,

Than the circumstances that are in the world,

Than the demons that are in the world,

Than the sicknesses that are in the world.

The Spirit of God is upon me.

He has anointed me

To preach his word

To heal the sick

To cast out demons.

Satan will not win and I will not lose!

I was born to win;

I was born to conquer;

I was born to defeat;

I was born to triumph.

I have won;

I have conquered;

I have defeated;

I have triumphed.

Satan will not win and I will not lose!

In the name of Jesus.

AMEN

PENETRATION THROUGH SEPARATION

Recently CNN did a story on Christians who have intentionally separated themselves from the culture. I thought it would be interesting but found several disturbing elements. Most of the people seemed sincere but had a common grudge against the government. They also appeared to be living undisciplined lifestyles. Finally, I noticed that the majority had moved out of the city to a rural location. Before His ascension, Jesus gave the disciples specific instructions on where they were to meet for prayer. He told them to wait in Jerusalem until the Holy Spirit came. I do not believe the location was random or insignificant. They sought God in the midst of a vibrant and diverse city, amongst a strong religious culture controlled by an oppressive military government. This is where they would have a historic encounter with the Holy Spirit.

When the Spirit fell on the 120 believers gathered in the upper room, they unknowingly formed the perfect metaphor for the Christian life. They were in the world but not of the world. Their encounter caused a separation from the culture and a corresponding penetration of that culture. As a result, a world-changing movement began that has never been equaled or surpassed. This is the glorious Kingdom of God in operation!

ON THE ROAD AGAIN

This past year in Mexico has gone by too quickly. We have had an incredible time and will never forget this special season in our lives. Our plans are to return to Minnesota at the end of July. We are anxious to finish the printing of "The Clash of Kingdoms" and increase our ministry involvement in Minnesota. God gave us a message regarding His Kingdom before going to Mexico. Throughout the year, this message has been confirmed and reinforced. We cannot wait to share what God is saying and doing with our friends and family! If you would like to get together, please let us know. We would just love to visit and pray with you. You can reach us by email or phone 612-598-3270.

Ministry Update - May 11, 2010

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THE CAVE OF ADULLAM BEGINS!

The Cave of Adullam School has started in Jerez and we are so thrilled to be a part of the staff. As you might guess, this is not your typical Bible School. In fact, some students came without having a relationship with God. They were looking for answers in a world that has none.

The focus of the first week was on repentance with Robert Duran taking most of the classes. This was not a subject that was quickly addressed so that we could concentrate on more positive topics. Without sufficient repentance there can be no freedom from sin and demonic influences in our lives. Sin blinds the mind and suffocates the spirit. Repentance has always been a key to spiritual transformation within individuals and communities. Hidden sin and spiritual transformation are paradoxical. On the second week, the focus shifted to inner healing. It is amazing the physical, psychological, and spiritual devastation many young people have experienced today. It is also remarkable to see the healing power of God's love flowing upon wounded hearts. Tears are common in the school and often reflect breakthroughs in deep areas of their lives. Most have never been so transparent and thorough in dealing with their past.

By the third week, there was a freedom and joy that most had never felt before. I had the privilege of speaking on the subject of our marriage with Christ. We discussed the three components to any successful marriage - commitment, friendship, and passion. At the end of two days of teaching, we conducted a marriage ceremony where every student was able to walk down the aisle and recite his or her vows to the Lord. As we prayed, one of the married students felt Jesus put a ring on her finger. She later admitted that she had a greater encounter with God than in her literal wedding!

This past week much of the teaching was focused on the power of the Holy Spirit.This is a critical element in the process of refilling what has been cleansed. There were many opportunities for the students to begin to exercise their spiritual gifts. Visions, dreams, and miracles began to happen among those in the school. One of the students came to the evening session with a desire for healing of her bad eyesight. She took off her glasses and put them in her purse as an act of faith. As the Holy Spirit began to move in the room, Robert asked her if she wanted prayer for her eyesight. She admitted she did and within a minute, her eyesight was completely restored! She now is seeing as clearly as she ever did with glasses. As I have been able to witness firsthand the power and love of God, I couldn't help but dream of this happening on a much larger scale. Can you imagine if a community collectively went through the simple steps of repentance, inner healing, and empowering of the Holy Spirit? It may sound farfetched but why can't we stop adjusting our culture and instead replace it with something superior? We were created to live much better than we are. God, we need your Kingdom to come!

THE JOY OF THE LORD

One of the most quoted verses in the Bible is "The joy of the Lord is your strength" (Neh. 8:10). We often use it in church to get the faithful smiling and improve our outlook on life. What is interesting about this passage is that it does not necessarily say that the joy we get from the Lord is our strength but that our strength comes from Hisjoy. So how can we improve God's joy?

* Embrace a prayer and worship lifestyle. Rather than at specific times and places,

make Him a greater part of your everyday life. Fill your home and car with music

from heaven and make Him the center of your conversation.

* Disengage from values of the current culture. Money, possessions, overbooked

schedules, and entertainment addiction do not have to rule you. Simplify your life

to reflect His Kingdom values and provide more time for Him.

* Accept the fluctuations of this life as opportunities to deepen your love for

God and knowledge of His ways. There is no reason to waste your sorrows. You can

live with a grateful heart.

THE CLASH OF KINGDOMS IS COMING!

We are so excited about our next media project. Here is a small sample of what is in the book.

Moses was in a place of desperation at the shore of the Red Sea. With no boats in sight, the Egyptian army was closing in for the kill. Something needed to happen and it needed to happen fast. At Moses' moment of crisis, there was no one to help - except God. When the Red Sea parted for the Children of Israel and drowned the Egyptian army, Moses was so thrilled and thankful that he burst into a beautiful song.

In the book of Revelation, we discover the eternal rewards awaiting us. Recently, I noticed something I had never realized before. In the midst of the worship and rejoicing, there is a beautiful song clearly heard from an unusual earthly source. Surprisingly, God does not sing this wonderful song, the elders do not sing it, and even the angels do not sing it! Only those who found God in their place of crisis and desperation sing it - it is the Song of Moses (Rev. 15:3-4).

WILL YOU JOIN US?

With all the excitement in Mexico, we are also facing some unexpected expenses - 990 filing, book cover design, editing, etc. We covet your prayers and welcome your donations. If God is leading, please let us know. We appreciate your help so much!

Ministry Update - April 12, 2010

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A NEW OPEN HEAVEN

The Cave of Adullam school is just a few days away and we sense an excitement in the heavenlies. Robert Duran and Carlos Perez were recently at a youth conference where Robert preached and shared about the school. During the conference, I received a call from Carlos. He explained to me that He had awakened that morning with such an awareness of God that he literally became frightened. He quickly went to Robert's room and soon they were both raptured into the Lord's Presence. This lasted for the remainder of the conference. Robert shared that evening and felt wired into a heavenly computer that was downloading spiritual principles and concepts he had never considered before.

Carlos also mentioned that the Holy Spirit was very evident during a worship song entitled "Holy." The following evening our family was driving down the road, speaking about the things of God, when the CD player unexpectedly turned on and started playing by itself! The music that poured out was the same song, "Holy." Unbelievable!

LESSONS BEING LEARNED

Robert has a strong sense God is doing something different from what has been done in the past. As Moses had no one to teach him how to lead a nation from one country to another, so we will not be able to find precedent for what God is asking us to do. This requires total trust and sensitivity to Him.

In this season, we have a much greater awareness that God is the Alpha and Omega. We often talk about coming off our thrones and making God number one in our lives. We appear willing to be number two or three. However, if God is the beginning and the end then there is not much room for number two or three either! I believe so much of His plans are based on our willingness to die to our desires and live only for His. This is much more difficult than it appears. Most people would like to be successful in man's eyes. It is so tempting to use a move of God to validate a person's ministry or suggest special favor from God. However, it has never been about us - it is about Him. He alone is the King and it is His Kingdom. He alone is worthy.

During this fresh encounter, Carlos has received insights into another important spiritual principle. James 3 is a familiar chapter regarding the dangers of the tongue. However, we often overlook the last part of the chapter, which speaks of the importance of honoring one another. We believe this is a key component to spiritual transformation in our communities.

"Real wisdom, God's wisdom, begins with a holy life and is characterized by getting along with others. It is gentle and reasonable, overflowing with mercy and blessings, not hot one day and cold the next, not two-faced. You can develop a healthy, robust community that lives right with God and enjoy its results only if you do the hard work of getting along with each other, treating each other with dignity and honor" (James 3:17-18 MSG).

A related commandment is, "Honor your father and your mother, as the Lord your God has commanded you, so that you may live long and that it may go well with you" (Deut. 5:16). Notice, this commandment does not say to honor only those parents who live honorably. To honor is not necessarily an endorsement of conduct. It is showing respect to those in this particular position of authority. This command has a spiritual as well as physical application. When we honor our spiritual fathers and mothers, we are showing honor for their position. This is critical if we want revival to go well and last a long time.

Soon after this was impressed upon Robert and Carlos' hearts, the Lord led them to call and honor a spiritual father who had fallen on hard times. There was tremendous reconciliation and an outpouring of God's power and anointing!

NEW MINISTRY OPPORTUNITIES

Recently, I stumbled upon a coffee shop overlooking the town square here in Jerez. I was impressed with the number of young people who were there chatting and doing occasional Karaoke. I met the manager who spoke a bit of English. She was extremely cordial and welcomed me back. On a later visit, I mentioned that I was a minster and once ran a coffee shop that reached out to drug addicts and troubled youth in South Minneapolis. She then asked, "Could you do that here?" I was shocked! I then mentioned that I knew of a ministry in Minneapolis that did a weekly Bible study in a secular coffee shop similar to hers. She then asked, "Could you do that here in my coffee shop?" She then went on to offer to pay to be able to attend the Bible study herself. I assured her that there would be no charge and that she could attend anytime. Please pray for Shelly, the manager and her husband, Victor. I believe God is reaching out to their open hearts. Shelly is currently reading my book, Consuming Love.

Finally, a facility has recently become available that would be ideal for the school. It is strategically located in the city and would also supply space for the church. The owners have given us very reasonable terms and we are praying for the necessary finances. Please pray that all the financing and logistical issues come together quickly.

Ministry Update - March 13, 2010

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CAVE PREPARATIONS

The Cave of Adullam School is only a month away. Preparations are being finalized and anticipation is growing daily. Recently, there was a large house available that would have been ideal for some of the students. However, before we could secure the property, it was rented to someone else. Surprisingly, last Sunday the owner came to our service and said that the property would be available in April. It was vivid reminder that "The king's heart is in the hand of the Lord ; he directs it like a watercourse wherever he pleases" (Prov. 21:1). I love when God is in charge!

More prayer meetings are springing up as a reflection of a longing to go deeper with God and to be prepared for whatever He wants to do. We also sense a greater spiritual battle ensuing. Great victories are often the result of great battles. Will you join us in praying that His Kingdom comes and His will be done in our lives, the school, and this community?

PREPARING THE WAY IN THE DESERT

The Scriptures tell us that John the Baptist was "A voice of one calling in the desert, 'Prepare the way for the Lord" (Luke 3:4). Most believe that this Old Testament prophesy began when John the Baptist left his solitary lifestyle to pursue a public ministry. However, it may have started sooner. The Bible tells us that John the Baptist lived in the desert and after Jesus' baptism, He too went into the desert.

I wonder if Jesus went into the same desert where John the Baptist had previously lived. Certainly, as cousins, they knew each other personally. Perhaps Jesus even visited John at his remote camp. Now that John was gone, his desert hut was empty and available.

The point is that before John's public ministry, he had made a way for the Lord in the desert. Possibly the same rocks and creatures that had heard John so many times, now heard Jesus' prayers and cries. But why prepare a way in the desert? Because the desert is the best place to have your faith tested and strengthened. Not too many things survive in the desert - certainly not fragile faith. Very little resources and creature comforts. No support system of friends and spiritual advisors. Ironically, no one lives comfortably there - except the devil.

The devil and his demons did not just pay a visit at the end of Jesus' forty-day stay in the desert. The Bible says that Jesus was tempted from the beginning to end (see Luke 4:2). However, the Spirit of God still led Jesus to this foreboding place because something else happens in the desert. The Bible tells us that Jesus went in by the leading of the Spirit but He came out in the powerof the Spirit" (see Luke 4:1,14). Ultimately, greater testing yields greater spiritual authority.

Many today are in a desert - not a physical desert but one just as real. In your desert, there are limited resources and very little happening to make you feel secure and comfortable. No great accomplishments, no miraculous testimonies, and no rain in sight! In addition, the devil has plenty to say and his voice becomes stronger as you become weaker. At these times, you may only be capable of doing one thing - just holding on.

If that is you, then I have good news. Your faithfulness in the face of adversity is bringing you to a place of greater spiritual authority! Remain steady and you will go out "in the power of the Spirit" to be a greater witness than you could have ever been without it.

THE CLASH OF KINGDOMS IS COMING!

This summer we will be releasing the final installment in our Warrior Bride series. The Clash of Kingdoms is a provocative analysis of the current state of the Western Church. It includes Kingdom principles long forgotten or neglected in our Church culture. Without rediscovering our New Testament mandate, we cannot fulfill our spiritual destiny. This message has totally changed my life.

If you would like to contribute to this important project, please make your check payable to B.U.D. / P.O. Box 8940 / Minneapolis, MN 55408 and indicate "book project" on the check. As a token of our appreciation, we will send you a free copy when it is released.

Ministry Update - February 10, 2010

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BRINGING THE TEAM TOGETHER

I am constantly amazed at the way God directs His people for the expansion of His Kingdom. Here in Jerez, Mexico we have seen a number of gifted ministers recently come together to work in the Cave of Adullam school this April. This has prompted greater anticipation and more earnest praying. Everyone wants to be a part of something greater than themselves or their ministry.

It prompted me to consider the passage in Ephesians 4:11-13 that speaks of five key ministry gifts: apostles, prophets, evangelists, pastors, and teachers. Not surprisingly, as I began to think of the various Mexican leaders that have come, I found each of these ministry gifts are clearly represented. Besides my involvement as a teacher, there are four couples here with very powerful spiritual giftings.

I have known Robert and Ani Duran personally for over thirty-seven years. They are the founders and directors of the Cave of Adullam. As they have faithfully served in Mexico for over thirty years, God has brought them to a place of pastoring pastors and ministry leaders. Many consider Robert to have an apostolic anointing.

Meno and Ivette Longoria have worked with the Cave of Adullam for over ten years. Meno has a prophetic anointing that is quite remarkable. He often receives supernatural dreams and visions. This couple has a heart to serve and they are both accomplished chefs.

Carlos and Christie Perez have been with the ministry since 1999. Christie is the daughter of Robert and Ani. Carlos has ministered in the United States and has been leading evangelism crusades throughout Mexico. They have two children with a third expected in July.

Manuel and Lula Dominguez have been pastors of the Cave of Adullam church in Jerez since 1995. Manuel and Lula were Robert Duran's first converts in Zacatecas. They are spiritual gatekeepers in this city.

I so appreciate the unified diversity we are experiencing. Please continue to pray for this team - that nothing will separate our hearts.

WHY WAS JESUS ASLEEP IN THE BOAT?

A Mexican pastor asked this provocative question once in a church that I was attending. The question continued to provoke me long afterwards and prompted me to reflect on a couple of key events in Christ's life before He faced a life-threatening storm. Soon after Jesus was born, He faced a threat that appeared insurmountable. Herod was determined to kill Him and he had the power to do so. Fortunately, Joseph received a supernatural dream warning him to take his family and flee to Egypt. Because of this divine intervention, little Jesus slipped through Herod's grasp. We can only imagine how many times Joseph and Mary retold this story to Jesus as He grew up. As Jesus began His ministry, He announced His call and authority in His hometown of Nazareth. However, the people in the synagogue responded to Jesus with jealousy and rage. They took Him to a cliff outside of town to throw Him off but Jesus miraculously slipped out of their grasp.

Now we return to the disciples who are caught in a violent storm on the Sea of Galilee. It was so terrifying that they feared their boat and even their lives could be lost. However, Jesus was able to sleep comfortably through in all. Why could He do this? It was because He had faced danger before and His Father had always provided a way of escape. His spiritual calling from above gave Him the assurance that nothing or no one had the power to keep Him from it.

Like Jesus, I believe our Father is protecting us as we fulfill our spiritual calling. Rather than fearing any circumstance, we need to rest in God's commitment to help us fulfill it. We need to remind ourselves that we possess divine destiny and no one can take it from us. It is ours to hold on to or cast away but it will always be ours.

UNREDEEMED ESCAPE

Jesus' ability to escape every peril took a strange twist one day. As a prisoner, He now stood bound before Pontius Pilate. With no help in sight, He faced an unprecedented threat. Amazingly, Pilate's wife had experienced a deeply disturbing dream the night before. As a result, she sent a message to Pilate telling him to leave Jesus alone. This again, was Jesus' miraculous way of escape. However, this time Jesus took a different position. Rather than redeeming the opportunity, He chose to do nothing. Even when Pilate encouraged Him to respond to the charges, Jesus remained silent. His decision to forfeit His way of escape sealed His fate.

King Saul was delivered into David's hand twice but David forfeited the opportunity to eliminate his mortal foe. The Apostle Paul was prophetically warned of suffering and imprisonment if he went to Jerusalem but he went despite the danger. All of these men chose not to redeem their way of escape. They did so because they believed their sacrifice would bring greater glory to God and His Kingdom.

God may also give us a similar opportunity someday. If He does, we can redeem our protective aid or rest in the knowledge that our sacrifice is bringing a greater glory. This is the perfect love that drives out fear.

Do not fret or have any anxiety about anything, but in every circumstance and in everything, by prayer and petition (definite requests), with thanksgiving, continue to make your wants known to God. And God's peace [shall be yours, that tranquil state of a soul assured of its salvation through Christ, and so fearing nothing from God and being content with its earthly lot of whatever sort that is, that peace] which transcends all understanding shall garrison and mount guard over your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.

Philipians 4:6-7 AMP

Ministry Update - January 10, 2010

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FOLLOWING THE CLOUD

This past week, we were able to secure housing for our next ministry assignment in Mexico. It is in the city of Jerez de Garcia Salinas in the central state of Zacatecas. Originally founded in 1563, Jerez once served as a military outpost to protect silver mining shipments going from the city of Zacatecas to Guadalajara. At 6,500 feet above sea level, Jerez is a small agricultural city with 39,000 residents. Most homes have family members working in the United States. They have many annual festivals including the El Festival de Primavera in the spring, which attracts visitors from all over Mexico.[i] Catholicism is the predominant religion with a few evangelical churches in town.

The Cave of Adullam planted a church in Jerez many years ago and we have seen it growunder the faithful ministry of Pastor Manuel and his wife Lula. They have been working to expand God's Kingdom in the area and feel the time is ripe for revival. This spring, the Cave of Adullam will be conducting a twelve-week training program for the first time in Jerez. Students will be coming from many parts of Mexico to deepen their walk with God and learn principles of evangelism and church planting. Incorporated in their training will be ministry opportunities in the area. Many believe the students will play a vital role in the next move of God's Spirit. My daughter, Molly and her husband Adam will be on staff in the school and I will be teaching some of the classes. We are all anxious to see God penetrate hearts and transform lives. God is raising up this generation to be living witnesses of His power and love. King David understood this dynamic when he declared, "One thing God has spoken, two things have I heard: that you, O God, are strong, and that you, O Lord, are loving.Surely you will reward each person according to what he has done" (Ps. 62:11-12 emphasis mine).

[i] "Jerez de Garcia Salinas," Wikipedia.

STORM CHASERS

One of the most fascinating and potentially dangerous occupations in the United States is storm chasing. Perhaps you have seen a documentary of these meteorological radicals chasing tornados on the Oklahoma and Kansas plains. They use sophisticated equipment and multiple vehicles to maximize their contact with the tornado. What they are able to record and experience becomes valuable information for those in the path of the storm. When others flee or hide in a safe location, storm chasers seek out the storm in anticipation of a close encounter. Rather than looking at the storm as a threat, the storm chasers look at it as an opportunity. It had not rained in Israel for over three years and the land was suffering from a terrible drought. To make matters worse, the nation groaned under the maniacal rule of Ahab and Jezebel. Never in the history of their country had life been so hard. However, there was a flicker of hope. God had anointed Elijah to be a prophetic voice to the people. Through Elijah, God would demonstrate His power and love. After Elijah successfully exposed the false prophets of Baal, he sought the Lord for rain. He contended in prayer until a cloud the size of a man's hand appeared on the horizon. Elijah then instructed his servant to warn King Ahab of the impending storm. It was not coming for Ahab's benefit so he would do well to run from it. On another occasion, God came upon Mt. Sinai in a cloud with thunder and lightning. It was so powerful that the Children of Israel refused to meet with God directly and begged Moses to speak on their behalf. Moses relented and then went up directly into the storm.

In this day, many people see storm clouds and respond with similar anxiety and fear. However, recently in one of our home prayer meetings, God gave us a different perspective. Like Moses, we must trust Him so completely that we can go into the storm rather than hide from it. By doing so, we will experience the essence of His power and love.

When God's wind begins to blow and storm clouds appear, it creates an atmosphere of fearful beauty. It is fearful for anyone who is not seeking Him with all their hearts and it is beautiful for those who are. "When the storm has swept by, the wicked are gone, but the righteous stand firm forever" (Prov. 10:25).

THE CLASH OF KINGDOMS

My next book, The Clash of Kingdoms, will be coming out in a few months. We are in thecopyediting stage and will soon turn it over for final proofreading. I am so excited about this project because I have never had a message so burn within my heart. The book will focus on disengaging from our culture and replacing it with the Kingdom of God. One key will be a reassessment of our definition of success. The book will show us the value of coming down as well as going up the mountain. It will offer many spiritual principles including the critical need of digging spiritual wells in our homes.

The Clash of Kingdoms will provide important keys for facing pending storms and transforming our communities. We are also planning a Spanish version. I am convinced, more than ever, that this message is vital for the entire Body of Christ.

CHRISTMAS IN MEXICO

Thanks so much for the generous Christmas offerings for the children. We were able to give all the kids in the San Luis Potosi church at least one gift. Without your help, some of the children would not have received anything for Christmas.

PLEASE PRAY:

We need your prayers in some key areas this coming month.
1) For safe transport of our furniture and household goods.
2) Finalizing staff and facilities for the Cave of Adullam.
3) For God's Spirit to fall on the city of Jerez.
4) For completion of "The Clash of Kingdoms" project.

Ministry Update

2009-12-17T15:12:00.007-06:00

MINISTRY EVENTS

This past month we have been involved in several events. We enjoyed a fantastic Thanksgiving celebration - Mexican style with several of our friends. We also were able to attend the 30th anniversary of Robert and Ani Duran's ministry in Mexico. It was a wonderful time of remembering the past and looking towards the future. There was lots of music and food too!

This past week we Participated in a Pastor's Conference in Jerez, Mexico. It was a powerful time of ministry and experiencing God's presence. On the last evening, my daughter received a dramatic vision from the Lord. The next morning we shared it with Robert and discovered God had recently given him a similar message from the same passage of Scripture.

I believe God is desperately trying to get His bride ready. The Church functions as if she is ready but it is only Because she has focused on the present rather than the future. Below is the vision Molly received.

RELEASE OF THE BLACK HORSE

I was the last one to go to bed on Thursday night. Everything was silent and dark. All of a sudden I heard the distant sound of horse hooves. They started out faintly and then quickly became louder and louder. I knew whatever it was, it was coming closer and at a rapid pace. I opened my eyes to see what I was hearing. I then saw me approaching horses. I could not count how many, but there were just a few in number. Upon them were riders. They were not of flesh, but of spirit. I could not see the colors of the horses except for one and it was black. As this horse Approach Me, both he and his rider stopped and looked at me very intensely. The horse was menacing and appeared to be possessed by a spirit. As he passed, I could feel his breath upon my cheek. I just began to cry out and tremble. He then continued on his assigned mission with determined urgency. My vision then expanded to where this horse was going. I saw him fly over the nations and as he did, darkness consumed all that he passed over. Nothing was unaffected. Wherever I went I brought mourning and woe, darkness, and ignorance to the land.

I just began to cry out to the Lord and as I did, my vision changed. I saw and heard the Lord crying out in agony. He was weeping, "My people are not ready. My people are not ready." He just repeated this over and over and over. Each time I've cried it out, it seemed as if His heart was breaking more. I then saw him go throughout the different churches across the nations, and the places where one gathered His people together. I started overturning their tables and chairs. As I did this, I cried out, "What you are doing is not going to prepare you for what is to come!" I have never felt the agony and desperation of the Lord as strong as that moment.

This open vision went on for over two hours. After it passed, the Lord directed me to His Word. He led me to Revelation 6 Which describes the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse. The black horse represents famine upon the earth. I believe this is not only a physical famine but graver still, a spiritual famine. In the passage it speaks of wheat and barley that were once their inexpensive price but now has Increased substantially. So now it will be for our spiritual food. Where Once We could easily preach, teach, prophesy, heal and we will now have to pay a higher price to receive from the Lord. No longer will we be able to have God and the pleasures of this world but we will have to clearly disengage from the culture and spend more time with the God we profess to love.

In Revelation 6, no other horse and rider are given instructions but the black one. The Lord said to the rider, "do not damage the oil and the wine." I started to consider the difference between The Roots of the wheat and barley compared to the olive tree and grapevine. Because of the wheat and barley's root system they are picked Once and then they die. They only last for a season and then the soil needs to be replanted. The olive tree and grapevine are different. When these plants are picked, they continue to live, even in dry seasons. They remain season after season. This is because their root systems are deeper and more substantial. I believe the Lord was saying that those Whose roots are strong and deep in Him will be protected in the trials that are to come.

The black horse was not standing at the starting line. He was already running. The flag had been lowered and I was off with only one thing on his mind - devastation. This is not something that Christians can ignore, rebuke, or cast back from where it came. It is already coming. Now is the time we must get ourselves and others ready.

A Christmas Thought

I believe God, as our loving Father, is warning us of what is to come - not out of anger but out of love. As we prepare for Christmas and another new year it is important to realize how every person is valuable to Him. Of all the billions who are alive today, not one is worthless, hopeless, or a mistake to God. He is consumed by our welfare and wants us to be prepared for whatever lies ahead.

When life gets difficult we can either allow our hearts to get as cold as a Minnesota winter or we can draw close to the biggest and warmest heart in the universe. He is always there - loving, caring, and Pursuing our hearts. I am constantly humbled by His unselfish love for us. He just never stops giving and has provided us with the one true hope that exists in this broken world. Thank you Jesus for giving us your life that we may live!

More Gifts of Love

Last month we requested donations to purchase Christmas gifts for the Mexican children. Thanks to all who have already contributed. If you have not given yet please send your donation to Bethany Urban Development at PO Box 8940, Minneapolis, MN 55408. Please attach a note stating the gift is for "Children's Christmas Gift." The deadline is December 18th. Thank you so much!

Ministry Update

2009-12-09T01:47:00.007-06:00

THE INCREDIBLE GIFT OF LIFE

Last month we had an unexpected break in our schedule so We decided to head back to Minnesota for the birth of our next grandchild. October 9th we left for a three week visit. Madelynn was born November 1st at 12:13 AM and was seven pounds, nine ounces. She is doing great along with her parents, Dan and Autumn and her big brother, Joshua. It was such a blessing to stay with them and help with the transition.

The joy of being with family and friends was tempered however, when my mother Suffered a mild heart attack three days after Madelynn's birth. I've taken for granted my parents health over the years and this incident was a vivid reminder of how precious their lives are. My mother is quite the saint. Although she is in her mid-seventies, her favorite activity is ministering at the woman's jail each Friday night. She never stops talking about her girls and how much the Lord has changed their lives.

THE BATTLE CONTINUES ...

On this visit back to the U.S. we encountered some surprising culture shock. For one, I had not ever realized how many food Advertisements Americans are inundated with each day. We had none in Mexico and not surprising, most of us lost weight. It makes you wonder how much people actually eat some slick Only Because advertiser has told them to do so - certainly some food for thought.

The other culture shock was discovering how busy everyone seems to be. Social interaction in the U.S. is far less spontaneous than in Mexico. It seems most American get-togethers have to be scheduled far in advance. Perhaps, in our effort to make more efficient use of our time, we have lost our freedom to live and love simply.

But Mexico is certainly not a utopian society either. A few days after our arrival in Minneapolis, we received a phone call from Chuck, our colleague and neighbor in San Luis Potosi. Apparently, someone Decided to break into our home and steal our LCD television monitor. They had also caused extensive damage to the front door, Which needed to be fixed. We quickly transferred funds to cover the door repair and an additional deadbolt lock. I felt relieved that they had only taken the monitor because i rarely watch TV anyway.

Only when we returned to our home in Mexico, did I discover that they had also taken two other items. One was a beautiful shofar that had been given to us several years ago. The other was my entire CD music library. This consisted of hundreds of worship albums - Which were several rare, out-of-print discs. I felt just sick and just had a hard time comprehending it. My mind flashed back to when we lived in the urban core of Minneapolis about ten years ago. As we were beginning Bethany Urban Development, Burglars struck our home more than once. On one occasion, they took my entire Christian music collection there as well. At the time it seemed so strange - like stealing a case of bibles or a box of Sunday school lessons. What would they do with them? Listen to "Here I Am to Worship" while they try to peddle their stolen goods to those who like Christian music?

After several years, I was finally able to purchase replacements for most of the CD's. But now it had happened again - only on a much greater scale. Even though my collection had been stored discretely under a sofa, they managed to find them. This was just too much of a coincidence. Something else was going on. Could it be that the devil hates worship, especially in our homes? It is worth considering. I believe he wanted to literally steal our worship and praise. But he will not be successful and he is a fool for trying.

Ironically, just a few weeks prior to the break in, I felt led to copy all of our music in a higher quality format (320 Kbps) onto my computer. It was a big project and took days to accomplish but now I know why. Even though I do not have the liner notes and the benefit of owning the original recordings, the music lives on. In addition, I have everything backed up onto two separate storage devices so if my computer is ever damaged or stolen we will not be silenced.

THE VICTORY IS OURS!

Along with the arrival of our granddaughter, we had another wonderful experience in Minnesota. I was able to connect with my pastor friends in the urban core and join them in prayer. Coincidently, they had scheduled a prayer vigil on October 30th and asked if I would be willing to share at the event. Prayerperation VII turned out to be a very special time together. God was with us throughout the worship, prayer, and times of exhortation. We experienced unity in the Spirit and a fresh vision for the city. Something deep is happening in South Minneapolis.

We also had several prayer meetings in the home where we were staying. On one occasion, I had a vision of a train pulling up to the house. I thought that was strange and asked the Lord why it had stopped. I felt the impression that it was not a passenger train but a supply train. The next day, I was informed that two sizable gifts had been sent to our ministry months ago but had never arrived. The donor now wanted to reissue the checks and it could not have come at a better time!

Shortly before we left for Minnesota, the one we shared clothes dryer with Molly's family Decided to quit on us. We scheduled a repairman to come out and arranged for our friend Chuck to meet with him while we were gone. The repairman determined that the motor was bad and the replacement would be delivered in three weeks. This did not bother us too much Because it would still be fixed before we returned to Mexico. However, when we finally returned we got some bad news - they could not locate a replacement engine so they needed to replace the entire dryer unit. The only problem was that it would take some additional weeks. My wife, had plenty of laundry to do when we got back and started in without the dryer. Well, Martha just informed me that she turned the dryer on and it is now working fine! God is not only able to raise a person from the dead but I've also brought our dryer dead back to life! I just love the Lord and the incredible life that He has created us to enjoy with Him.

GIFTS OF LOVE

Since coming back to Mexico we are now faced with the holiday season. We see the difference in how much "stuff" we give each other compared to Mexico where our friends are trying to earn enough pesos to give their children just a small gift. Toys for children cost almost double in Mexico what they do in the U.S. In our prayer meeting last night, Martha felt we should ask our American friends if they would like to help this month so that we could get some presents for those who can't afford them.

To give a gift of love simply make your check payable to B.U.D. and send it to P.O. 8940 Minneapolis, MN 55408. Also, please attach a note indicating "Children's Christmas gift." Thank you so much!

Ministry Update

2009-12-08T21:38:00.022-06:00

MORE OPEN DOORS FOR MINISTRY

This past month we have continued to enjoy some wonderful ministry opportunities. On one occasion, we visited the church of Pastor Reynaldo Torres in the city of Zacatecas. This church has experienced revival in the past and continues to hunger for a fresh move of God's Spirit. We conducted three consecutive nights of worship and prayer. During the second night something broke in the heavenlies and we discovered a new found freedom. Upon the conclusion of the third night, several men including the pastor, remained at the church for extended prayer. At one point, he drove around the entire city, crying out for revival. The prayers just flowed the entire time. Afterwards, Pastor Reynaldo expressed that it was the greatest night of his life. What a difference prayer becomes when the Holy Spirit is in charge.

On the fourth night we did something that was different but critically important. We had a prayer and worship time in the pastor's home. This was the beginning of what we believe is a critical part of the spiritual transformation of a city. Christians must enter a lifestyle of prayer and worship, not just attend a church meeting. This is also important because much of the activities in our homes are leading us further from God's Kingdom rather than closer. As Christians, we must penetrate our environment and replace it with the Kingdom of God. There is no better place for this to occur than in our homes.

HOW DEEP IS OUR LOVE?

Peter said to the Lord in Mark 14, "Even if all fall away, I will not." "Even if I have to die with you, I will never disown you." Impressive words but Jesus saw a problem. Peter's love was conditional. Peter had stayed beside Jesus until the day He was arrested because he was in a position of receiving. To others he may have looked like a faithful servant but when Jesus was taken away, Peter stayed at a safe distance. This was because Peter was interested enough to follow, but not intimate enough to help. He took a seat near the warm fire because the one who once gave him comfort was gone. Peter was now looking for comfort somewhere else.

Why did Peter ultimately deny Jesus? Because in that midnight hour, he was no longer in a position of receiving but now he needed to give. The problem was he had nothing to give. Peter's lamp proved to be dry. Before this crisis, Peter was so confident that he would be forever faithful to the Lord. He even promised Jesus his life unto death. However, what he failed to promise Jesus was his love. Jesus knew the shallowness of Peter's love and it took the rooster crowing and a penetrating gaze from Jesus for Peter to finally realize the true state of his heart.

But Jesus was not through with Peter. Several days later He met Peter and his friends on the shore of the Sea of Galilee. After a simple meal, Jesus revealed the true purpose of His visit. In the presence of others, Jesus asked Peter if he loved Him completely and supremely. It was an awkward moment for Peter as he confessed he only loved Jesus as a friend. This exchange became another painful reminder of the lack of depth in Peter's love.

I have to believe this question of love continued to press upon Peter's conscience right up to the day of Pentecost and I don't think he was alone. Along with the necessity of embracing a Kingdom lifestyle, I believe this was the major issue for all those assembled in that upper room. As they grew desperate for a change in their dull minds and reticent hearts, suddenly the wind of the Holy Spirit came and filled the room. He penetrated their lives with fresh revelation of His everlasting Kingdom. But after the wind, came the fire. Fire can represent several things but in Song of Solomon 8:6 it states that love is like a blazing fire and a mighty flame. This fire of love fell upon this humble assembly and quickly separated itself to each individual. The Holy Spirit clearly demonstrated that God's love is not only powerful put very personal and intimate.

Christ's question, "Do you love me?" has continued to echo throughout the generations. Today, we are once again in the midnight hour. It is critical that our hearts are ready to give Him love, not just receive it. God is looking for those who will love Him without rival, worship Him without tire, and serve Him with the deepest of devotion. Like our brothers and sisters two thousand years ago, this is the hour when our love must shine.

Ministry Update

2009-12-08T20:54:00.021-06:00

OPEN HEAVEN

Our time in Mexico is definitely getting more exciting. God seems to be taking many of the spiritual lessons we learned in Minnesota and expanding them here. For the past four years God has been leading us into a prayer lifestyle. This has involved countless nights of prayer in our home using worship and warfare music.

Now that we are in Mexico, we have been sharing the principles of having a prayer lifestyle in the Mexican culture. Recently we went to the city of Jerez where we spoke on Sunday morning followed by three nights of intense prayer and worship. Robert and Ani Duran, the directors of the Cave of Adullam ministry were able to join us for these meetings.

During these three nights we experienced an open heaven as God's Presence met us in a powerful yet intimate manner. I found that His Presence remained with us after each evening meeting and throughout the next day. At times it was overwhelming as He revealed spiritual principles that caused our hearts to burst into greater love and devotion. Since coming back to San Luis Potosi, we are getting more reports of changes in the lives of those who attended.

This week we will be going to the city of Zacatecas for four nights of meetings and a Sunday service. We want these meetings to be a catalyst for prayer lifestyles which are then maintained in their individual homes. Please pray with us for an open heaven and sustainable spiritual renewal.

LEARNING TO FEED OURSELVES

Today so many Christians are overly-dependent on others for spiritual nourishment. We believe the days of carrying others so that they don't have to walk are over. We must "fan into flame the gift" that God has given us rather than looking for the pastor or the anointed minister to sustain us. Pastors, by biblical definition, are shepherds. Good shepherds will protect the flock, lead them to green pastures, and bring them safely back to the sheep pen. What they don't do is literally feed the sheep. When Jesus told Peter to feed His sheep the word "feed" meant to "pasture." I've never seen a shepherd pull grass and hand-feed his sheep! When sheep eat for themselves they quickly become stronger and healthier.

How do we eat on our own? First we must personally seek the face of Jesus. The bible tells us to "fix our eyes upon Jesus." Peter could walk on the water in the midst of a storm because he was focused on Jesus. When he took his eyes off of Christ, he began to sink. It would have been senseless for his friends to jump in to keep him standing on the water. Only by focusing on Christ will we be able to be sustained in these stormy times. We may wish for others to sustain us but we will only sink if our eyes are on other people or things.

Secondly, we must learn to listen for His voice. Once again we can easily be distracted by so many other voices. Jesus continually admonished "he who has ears to hear, let him hear." He knew there was a distinction between hearing and listening. Often it takes more effort to listen than to hear. My wife Martha, lets me know if I am hearing her but not listening! Today, Jesus is speaking but are we listening? Is this a priority in our lives or are we allowing others to always tell us what Jesus is saying? We must reduce the distractions in our lives and tune into Him.

Thirdly, we must follow Him. When the disciples saw Jesus walking on the water, He wasn't necessarily walking to them (see Mark 6:48, 49). As Peter called out, Jesus directed him to come to where he was. This is significant. I believe Jesus always knows where He is going. The problem is we are often going in another direction. Most men don't like to admit they are driving the wrong way. They often hate admitting they are lost. By following Christ, we must often adjust the direction of our lives. This can be humbling but it is the only way.

The parable of ten virgins is found in Matthew 25. They were all anxiously awaiting the bridegroom to come and the marriage feast to begin. Five of the virgins were identified as foolish. Why? Because they assumed they could get additional oil for their lamps from others. Their assumption was incorrect and they were forced to go back to town to purchase more. While gone, the bridegroom arrived and the door was shut. Upon returning, the foolish virgins tried to gain entry but were refused by the bridegroom. He made the solemn statement, "I don't know you."

We will not be able to join the Bridegroom unless we have obtained sufficient oil ourselves. Our commitment to seeking His face, hearing His voice, and following Him will ultimately determine whether Christ will know us or not.

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Ministry Update

2009-08-21T09:26:00.003-05:00

Greetings from Mexico!

I still have to pinch myself to make sure I’m not dreaming. It is hard to imagine that my family has been given the honor of representing the Lord in Mexico. It is a dream come true for all of us. God has been incredibly faithful. We are now settled in and starting to minister locally. To recap the last three weeks:

Mexico or Bust

It was really tough deciding what we could bring from Minnesota and what we would have to leave behind. Box springs and some mattresses just didn’t fit. Neither did our dining room set or office furniture. We knew appliances were more expensive in Mexico but we just didn’t have room for a refrigerator and a washer and dryer. We just had to cram what we could in our minivan and a 7’ x 16’ trailer. So on July 6th we headed down Interstate 35 for the border of Mexico.
There were seven of us in two vans plus our little dog named Riley. We decided to take it slow because of the load. Everything went according to plan until we reached Oklahoma City. On a routine stop, we discovered that the van pulling the trailer had sprung a radiator leak. We tried to repair it but it didn’t hold. We were forced to stay the night and get a replacement installed the next day. At this stage of our journey the weather had become incredibly hot - 105 degrees and humid!
On the fourth day we finally made it to Laredo, Texas on the U.S./Mexican border. There, we met our Mexican associates who helped us across. Everything went well except the registration papers for one of the vans. Apparently they were not sufficient and we were forced to stay an extra night. The next morning we were able to secure the required documents and continue into Mexico. Finally we arrived in San Luis Potosi late that evening. We had been on the road for six days and had travelled more than 2,000 miles – a very challenging trip.

Our New Home

The next day we went to our rented houses. Unfortunately, we discovered neither house had water. We secured the necessary water pumps but when we turn them on we found there were several leaks in the house. With the help of our local friends, we were able to fix the leaks but our toilet bowl still only fills up with hot water! When I tried to take a shower, the shower head snapped off exposing a thin plastic water pipe barely protruding from the concrete wall. We managed to fix it but I wouldn’t dare adjust it again.
There are so many sights, sounds, and smells that are new - everything from the tamale vendor that cries a mournful wail every morning in our neighborhood to the clang of the bell announcing the arrival of the garbage cart pulled by a dutiful horse. There are the local police on their bicycles asking fifty pesos twice a month for security and the “bottle gas” man who drives his truck equipped with a roof-mounted speaker that blares a catchy jingle starting at 8:00 AM each day. The traffic near us moves like organized confusion over countless speed bumps while assorted smells seems to greet us everywhere we go. San Luis Potosi is a city God loves and where He is moving in desperate lives and hungry hearts. What a blessing it is to join Him.

Ministry Time

Last week I was able to preach at the church planted by the Cave of Adullam. It was a wonderful time of ministry and worship. The students from the discipleship program attend this church. We also travelled to the city of Jerez for a woman’s conference. On Sunday, I preached at a church in the nearby city of Zacatecas. Months ago the Lord spoke to me, at the same church, about coming to Mexico. We enjoyed a powerful time of ministry in the service. There is a hunger for revival and desperation for God.
Recently, Adam, my son-in-law, was able to share his testimony at two cell group meetings. Molly preached at the San Luis church this week about the difference between having a word from God and being a voice for God. She used the life of Moses to powerfully challenge us all. There was a wonderful response at the altar.
Each Friday night we lead a prayer meeting at the church using much of the music that we’ve used back in Minnesota. We also have been teaching the Phase II students at the Cave of Adullam. There seems to be no shortage of ministry opportunities.

Please pray!

We covet your prayers during this time of ministry. We so want to be in tune with the Holy Spirit. Please pray for health, safety, and our language learning. Finally, let’s continue to pray together that His Kingdom comes and His will be done on earth as it is in heaven! We love and miss you!
P.S. We now have internet service and would love to hear from you (contact@loveontheedge.org). We were also able to get a home phone. To call, dial 01152- 444-198-7784.

Ministry Update

2009-08-21T08:31:00.012-05:00

In these past few weeks we've experienced so many blessings that I just have to share with you a few.

OPEN DOORS in MEXICO

Last month I had an opportunity to minister at the Cave of Adullam training program in San Luis Potosi. It was a wonderful time of ministry, teaching, and experiencing the presence of God. I just love the hunger of the students and seeing the Holy Spirit move in their lives.

I also had an opportunity to share at the church that shares the school's facilities. Later, the church had a baptismal service at a local lake. I was invited to help with the baptisms and saw a vision of the fire of God resting on the water. Shortly after, I along with my friend Robert Duran, could clearly feel the change in the water temperature!
Martha, my wife, was able to locate housing for us and my daughter's family. The rental units are close to the housing of the staff and students of the Cave of Adullam.

THE BEAUTY OF THE BODY OF CHRIST

On June 12th, the urban pastors hosted an appreciation service for us. It was humbling to hear their testimonies along with others who know us. I was blessed to the point of embarrassment. They also took up a generous offering to help us in our Mexico mission trip. What an incredible ministry family we are a part of!

SPIRITUAL SANCTUARIES

One of our favorite worship leaders is Jason Upton. He possesses a gift of knowing and feeling God's heart. Recently, I read a short biography and came across this key element to his spiritual sensitivity.

After getting married to his wife Rachel, in 1995, the two had an encounter with God that would change their lives. This encounter made them question why they just sang in churches and left them with a desire to impact people for Christ. During their time at Regent University, finishing their Masters of Divinity programs, they set up a worship room in their home where they regularly gathered with other worshipers to pray and intercede. It was during these times that they realized that the songs God was giving them during worship were not simply songs but keys that would open and shut doors in the spirit (see http://rs6.net/tn.jsp?t=tc8ys7cab.0.0.ak5r6ybab.0&ts=S0401&p=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.myspace.com%2Fjasonuptonfaithandfly&id=preview).
This description closely mirrors what God directed us to do nearly four years ago! These precious worship and prayer times in our home have been the foundation for our ministry. The beauty of this spiritual practice is that it is open to everyone. You don't have to be a singer, intercessor, or full-time minister - you just need a hunger for Him. I believe this is a critical component in our battle over sin and the spirit of this world. It also empowers us to be a voice for God in this fallen culture!

KEEPING IN TOUCH

We are planning on leaving Minnesota for Mexico on July 6th. Please keep us in your prayers. We so appreciate it! Dan, our son, will be handling our Minneapolis office while we are away. You will still be able to contact us through our mailing address (P.O. Box 8940 / Minneapolis, MN 55408), phone number (612-598-3270) or email address (bud@visi.com).

Ministry Update

2009-05-14T07:59:00.006-05:00

THE SIGNAL LIGHTS OF GOD

Crossing a hectic intersection or navigating through a busy shipping channel can be disastrous if we fail to obey the warning lights. Unfortunately, our nation has entered into such a position in its history. Without a clear sense of what to do, we will experience painful loss. It is critical we recognize the warning lights.

GREEN LIGHT

We need to be ready to move into a new season of ministry. This past year God has been leading us to put our house in order. We have taken steps to simplify our lives and break from a materialistic and entertainment-oriented culture. We also sense the importance of keeping short accounts with God and others.This is the time to strengthen relationships and mend others. We continue to cultivate God's presence in our homes.

"For the wedding of the Lamb has come, and his bride has made herself ready"(Rev 19:7)

YELLOW LIGHT

We need to be putting our ears to the ground. God is speaking today but many are not slowing down enough to hear Him. This is not the time to be running scared but to develop a keener sensitivity to His voice. Knowing His word is absolutely essential at this time. There is a shaking going on - both physically and spiritually in our world. We would be remise to ignore this and presumptuous to act according to our own understanding.

"But when he, the Spirit of truth, comes, he will guide you into all truth. He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears, and he will tell you what is yet to come" (John 16:13)

RED LIGHT

Within a few days my wife and I will be going to Mexico for a week of teaching as well as searching for a place to live when we move in August. Ironically, we have recently seen a number of news reports about the country and none have been very encouraging - drug wars, earthquake, and swine flu. During times of trouble, there is a temptation to change our position. However, often God wants us to focus on Him and not the circumstances.

"Do not be afraid. Stand still, and see the salvation of the Lord , which He will accomplish for you today" (Ex 14:13)

During these days of uncertainty and loss, many are tempted to focus on who is to blame. Some are accusing the conservative right or the radical left. Others accuse the banking industry or big government. The reality is that no president or human institution can resolve the problems of our nation because they neglect the spiritual core. Fortunately there is one who is able. In the midst of a troubled sea; He lovingly invites us to "Come!"

THROWN OVER

The violent storms have come upon us;

We have been caught unaware.

The waters rage as fire

Causing us to panic, to be fearful and scared.

What is the source of such a tempest?

Whose offense caused such a rage?

Must we all go down for another soul's wrong?

Let us cast lots and find the blame.

Then the waves may be appeased;

The storm may then be calm.

Our lives once again secure,

Once we find who's in the wrong.

We searched high and low the boat;

Interrogation filled its rooms.

Until one man was found

Asleep, amidst all the ruins.

Quickly we aroused him;

He must be who we seek.

For he sleeps through such a storm as this;

He cares not of our needs.

Once awoken, the man complied to come;

He put up not a fight.

He simply came when we called

And faced the tempestuous night.

We found him guilty because of his silence

For he seemed so uninvolved.

Besides, we needed someone to blame

So the turmoil could be resolved.

And so we threw him over the boat

Into the raging seas.

Left alone and forsaken

That the storm may be appeased.

And even though we once held him dear

And even called him friend.

We now kissed him goodbye

And all turned our heads.

And as we waited for the seas to calm

And the winds to be at peace.

Our waiting proved in vain

For the uproar did not cease.

Why could this be? We asked ourselves,

We had it all figured out.

We cast off the problem

So then none of us would drown.

He had to be the one we sought;

His actions confirmed who he was.

Why else would he show such apathy?

He just had to be the cause.

And yet these waves are now more severe

Then when we had him cast.

Did we forsake the innocent?

Is the guilty still among the mass?

Could it be the one that we forsook

Had the power to calm the seas?

Was he the only one

That could save you and me?

Was his apathy not really such,

But rather a burdened heart?

Was his willingness not guilt,

But rather a desire to be set apart?

Was his lack of fear not disregard,

But faith in one above?

Could it be this storm was nothing

Compared to the pressure of his love?

If we had just had faith in higher things

And not looked at events around.

Could we have seen what this man saw

And then have peace abound?

Could it be the guilty party

Was not the man forsook?

But rather faithless followers

Who needed to take a deeper look?

For the storms around do rage

And the winds are fiercely blowing.

And yet we've thrown our fearless captain over

Who was the great All-Knowing.

All we can do now is pray

That who we renounced may turn his ear.

That he may forgive our fainting hearts

And satisfy our fears.

May our hearts turn to deeper things

Than what our eyes may see.

May we not again point fingers

But rather cry for mercy.

For this man's love silenced

the waves that fiercely warned.

His authority broke the violent skies

And calmed the raging storm.

Although our love proved to be a facade;

Our dedication was with conditions.

He submitted to still give his life

Because he embraced a greater mission.

May we conform to a life such as his;

May our hearts be forever transformed.

To see our God-given destiny

And not a raging storm.

And not forsake the one who saves

When the storms grow greater still.

But hold tightly to his promises

Eternal words he has vowed to fulfill.

Molly VanHeel

Selections from Liberating Love

2009-04-30T16:30:00.002-05:00

I have always had a keen interest in revival and I try to follow accounts of God moving in powerful ways. A while ago, I felt challenged by God, “Don’t just look for the fire, look for the wind. Wherever the wind blows, that’s where the fire will come.” This is important for two reasons. First, fire is clearly visible but wind is often not. It is important to realize that God’s wind involves the unseen aspects of our lives. We may experience revelation and breakthroughs in the unseen realm but not enjoy the physical fruits immediately. During this time, we must recognize the value of the process and not judge by outward appearances (see 1 Sam. 16:7).

Secondly, while tempted to focus on the fire of what God is currently doing, we need to watch for the wind—ready and anticipating God’s next move. The prophets of the Old Testament lived with this attentiveness. They knew what God was intending to do in the physical realm because of what had been revealed in the spiritual realm. Unfortunately, the prophets were often misunderstood and rejected because people valued the physical more than the spiritual, the present more than the future. There is a double-edge sword for those who have received revelation from God.

Many would rather follow the crowds to revival meetings and hear nationally recognized conference speakers. They quickly grab the latest and greatest books and Christian hit music. I believe we need to be sensitive to the Holy Spirit so that He will show us what is yet to come (see John 16:13). On the day of Pentecost the fire of heaven fell, but that fire was preceded by the wind. If we look to the wind and are attentive to where it is blowing, we will have an opportunity to be part of what God is going to do. Those who seek His face are invited to join Him in forming the future.

Selections from Liberating Love

2009-04-19T04:56:00.002-05:00

We ran several programs and events. We specifically prayed that God would send His guardian angels around our place to protect the people inside. One night we had a concert and the place was packed out. Folks spilled out on the sidewalk and alley. Besides contending with the large crowd, Ben, a staff member, said there was trouble across the street. As I walked outside to investigate, a gun was fired. Ben shouted to our patrons, “Hit the deck!” Other shots were fired and people outside started screaming and running. Soon the sound of police sirens filled the air.

After a few anxious minutes, we told everyone it was safe to get up. Besides being shaken, everyone appeared okay. However, one guy, who had been standing on the stage, came over to us. He opened up his hand and asked, “Is this a bullet?” We looked at the smashed remnants of an obvious bullet and asked, “Where did you get it?” He replied, “Could you check my back?” Slowly we lifted up his t-shirt to discover a small round mark on the lower part of his back. It was red, but the bullet had not even broken the skin. Then we looked at one of the large display windows facing Lake Street. There was the bullet hole that confirmed he had been shot. “Looks like you're going home with a bullet and a testimony tonight,” I said. He smiled nervously. I recalled the prayer for angelic protection we had before the concert. God had definitely answered our prayers.

Ministry Update

2009-04-07T08:32:00.012-05:00

MEXICO UPDATE

I am happy to report that progress is being made for our missions trip to Mexico. We have located a facility where we can store some of our personal belongings while we are gone. Everyone has obtained their passports except one grandchild and we are halfway to achieving our support goals. We have also increased our Mexican vocabulary. Luz Elena Anleu, the wife of Pastor Jose has been very helpful in our language learning.

THE QUALIFICATION FOR KINGDOM CITIZENSHIP

As we have worked for spiritual transformation in the urban core the past few years, we have come to a basic conclusion - there needs to be a reformation in the way we think, live, and express our faith. This has led me to a more thorough examination of the Kingdom of God. I believe the Kingdom provides a blueprint for not only surviving these troubled times but the power to transform our society.

With all our efforts to fit into the Mexican culture, we will still only have a visitor status in Mexico. The reason is understandable. It is not enough to know the language and culture of Mexico. It is not even enough to become familiar with Mexican history and their political process. We simply cannot possess the rights of a Mexican citizen unless we follow a precise naturalization process - much like in the U.S. This process culminates with a solemn oath of allegiance. In this oath, there is a renouncing of all foreign allegiances and titles.

The Kingdom of God operates in a similar fashion. Many people in our churches have become familiar with how the Kingdom of God operates. They have learned its history, language and culture. They may have followed the rules respectfully and supported the goals of the Kingdom. However, despite all these efforts, they are still not citizens. Why? Because their lives demonstrate that they have not renounced the kingdom of this world.

THE FALLACY OF DUAL CITIZENSHIP

Today people are travelling abroad more than ever. To do so, they must always carry a passport to prove they are citizens of their country. There is an exception however - a dual-citizenship status for those who qualify. This provides the unique advantage of being able to move freely between two countries and enjoy the privileges of citizenship in both.

One night I was hanging out in front of our Urban Jungle coffee shop. Suddenly, a stranger walked up to me and offered me some cocaine. Instinctively, I began to tell to him that I was a minister and the proprietor of the coffee shop. Immediately, the man changed his demeanor. He started talking more energetically using Christian terminology. Quickly he pulled out a New Testament from his back pocket and started waving it with passion! He was now trying to convince me of his loyalty to God's Kingdom. It would have been funny if it wasn't so tragic. What was his problem? He was attempting to prove a dual citizenship status. But it was too obvious. It was a sham, a ruse, and simply unconvincing. He hadn't learned another important fact: There is no dual citizenship status in the Kingdom of God.

This reality should challenge the lifestyles of many who claim to be followers of Christ. The Scriptures tell us "Examine yourselves to see whether you are in the faith; test yourselves" (2 Cor. 13:5). This examination should not be done at church or at our favorite bible study but rather at home, at work, and when we are alone. The results will soon reveal what we spend our money on, what we most like to talk about, and what we put on our facebook profile. Sadly, it appears many of us are trying to be citizens of two kingdoms. We want to be accepted in Christian circles as well as in the world. We are not aliens to this world like the disciples after Pentecost. The Church may know us but the world recognizes us as one of their own.

Tremendous changes are occurring in our country right now. We are fast becoming a pagan nation and a secular culture. This is a critical time for the Church. But how can we effectively stop that which we also embrace? Where is the unwavering voice crying in the wilderness? Where is the clear and powerful word of the Lord to bring freedom from our spiritual captivity? Where is the God of Daniel today?
He is waiting for Daniel to call upon Him.

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I just finished reading Liberating Love. I didn't take time to highlight anything or flag anything. I was so engrossed in what I was reading. God was speaking to my heart big time. I so want to be a part of what God is doing in the cities. I don't know where God is leading me or what he wants me to do, but I know he is preparing me for something. Your book was like an enormous tug on me to get busy and reach out. I very much believe like what you said in the last chapter that there is a final harvest and God wants to reach out to those who are lost and forgotten by the Church. Please keep me in your prayers. I want to be a part of that final harvest. - Sandra

Selections from Liberating Love

2009-03-25T08:24:00.004-05:00

When we come to the Lord for the first time, He totally transforms us, much as a diamond is formed from coal. Once we’re transformed, God then begins the process of cutting off the rough edges of our lives so we begin to take shape and form. As this process continues, we feel the pain from His chipping, but also the joy of knowing we are being made better. During this time, we often imagine how God will use us. Will we be admired for our beauty? Will we be placed in an expensive gold setting of nobility? Will many recognize and honor us? Will our reputation extend to distant lands?

To our surprise, when the Master Craftsmen is finished, He places us not in an expensive gold setting but on an industrial drill bit. Quickly we find ourselves being plummeted deep into the dark earth. There, we are constantly battering against dirt and solid rock. Often our progress is slow and painful. We often question the value of such drudgery.

It is only when we finally reach a subterranean spring that we realize our purpose—to bring life-giving water to those who live in a dry and thirsty land. Beautiful jewelry is worthless when people do not have pure water to drink. God is using us, but often it causes us to question His love and wisdom. If we patiently yield ourselves, we will be used in the most important mission of all—bringing life and hope to both people and their communities.

The B.U.D. Prayer Room

2009-03-09T14:18:00.005-05:00

Because You Loved Me

Though my longings were for another, you dared to love me.
Though my hands were in another, you dared to break them free.
Though my eyes were closed and blind, you dared to open them.
Though my ears were deaf, you dared to unlock them again
And though my legs could no longer walk, you dared to help me stand.
And though my heart was hard, you dared to soften it again.
And why did thou dare to risk it all, what motive could there be?
Only one reason was found……because you loved me.
And to love that which loves another,
To desire that which cares not,
Is a love that will stand the fires
And will forever refuse to give up.
And because thou dared to risk it all, I now risk my love for you.
I give you my heart because I dare to
And I give you my hands because I dare to.
And I give you eyes because I dare to
And I give you my ears because I dare to.
And I give you my legs because I dare to
And I give you my life because you loved me.
And now I want to love you.

Molly VanHeel

Ministry Update

2009-03-04T07:15:00.008-06:00

Dear Friend,

We continue to make preparations for our trip to Mexico. My daughter, Molly and her family of five have the toughest job but it is starting to come together. I thought you might want to know what the Lord has been showing her recently.

Sincerely,

Steve Harrison

MORE THAN ENOUGH

As I woke up early one morning to spend time with the Lord, my heart was unusually heavy. I opened my Bible to read and pray, but could not shake how burdened my spirit felt. All I could do was wait upon the Lord and hope He would reveal to me what was happening. I continued to pray until I had to go to work. The weight upon my spirit grew more intense. I soon realized that it was going to be quite a struggle to work. I was determined to be faithful to the Lord and be there for Him as He needed me-however tough that was becoming.

Within an hour of being at work it happened. The supernatural broke through the natural; the spiritual penetrated the physical and a door opened up into the very throne room of God. I was now listening to what was going on in a place where the Lord was not alone yet loneliness consumed Him. This is a place where glorious worship never ceases and yet I heard nothing except the grieving cry of the Lord. My heart began to break as I continued to listen to the Lord weeping amidst all the beauty and glory of His surroundings. Only one sentence was uttered from His lips over and over as His weeping grew more intense,

"Why am I not enough?"......... "Why am I not enough?"

Today many of us profess that we love the Lord and that we understand the necessity for Him in our lives, but do our lives show that He alone is enough or do we seek after other things and people to also find fulfillment and pleasure? As the years go by and we continue to search in the wrong places, we don't realize that everything we ever needed and wanted has always been right in front of our faces. The only person who could truly complete us has been silenced by broken promises and vows fallen short. But now His cry has come up from the silence. In His desperation, He is trying to make us understand just how deeply He desires our total affection.

I pray that we may turn our ears from the sounds of this world and listen to the cry of a broken King. I pray that we may break before a Bridegroom that has been abandoned by His runaway Bride and tell Him how sorry we are. May we return to Him and forsake those things which stole our heart even if it costs us our finances, our time, and our affections.

He showed us He was willing to give up everything to answer our cry. Can we do the same for Him? May we become faithful to Him as He has been to us and may His question be forever satisfied with our response,
"Lord, you are more than enough!"

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Ministry Update

2009-01-29T09:00:00.003-06:00

B.U.D. GOES SOUTH!

Something exciting has been going on in our ministry and I want to share it with you. On a recent solo trip to Mexico, I was invited to a marriage enrichment class at a local church. The pastor and different couples began to discuss ways to love and honor their spouses. I started to think, "What would be the best way I could demonstrate my love for my wife?" Suddenly, without hesitation, the answer erupted in my spirit - bring her to Mexico. The thought was radical - perhaps too radical. I love Mexico but would God actually want us to go?

You must understand that my wife, Martha is one of the godliest women in the world. We've been married for over thirty years and she has been a virtual rock of stability and a consummate servant. She possesses great wisdom and insight but is always willing to be in the background - often to the point of being overlooked. For the past three years, Martha has faithfully served in the accounting department of a drug rehabilitation center but has had a burden to do more - much more for the Kingdom. She has been an administrator, teacher, musician and mentor. She has a tremendous heart for abandoned children.

I also began to consider my daughter, Molly, who is working part-time for B.U.D. A few years ago, she experienced an incredible transformation in her life. As a result, she possesses prophetic giftings and a heart for the hurting. She loves to minister to others and suffers when she is not able. Both Molly and her husband, Adam, want to minister full-time but lack the necessary resources to do this in the U.S. They have three beautiful children who are being used in powerful ways for the Lord.

Both Molly and Adam have been greatly impacted by Mexico. They attended the Cave of Adullam training program that was birthed there. Molly's first opportunity to minister publicly was in Mexico. Adam was greatly used when he prayed for the sick in Mexico three years ago. They were even married in a Hispanic church in Minneapolis to demonstrate their love for the land and its culture.

As I sat there in the marriage class, I knew there was no question Martha, Molly, and Adam would jump at the opportunity to go to Mexico for an extended period. As I continued to mediate on this idea for several days, events began to confirm that God was preparing us for something new.

But my mind and heart also went to South Minneapolis. What about our work in the urban core - the vision we have carried for transforming revival? What about the urban pastors we have partnered with for years? I can't abandon this dream or these beautiful people. This could only work if it also benefitted the people of Minneapolis.

HOME BASE UPDATE

When I got home, I began to share privately with my family, friends, and our Board of Directors. I also discussed this with our urban ministry partners. It was so encouraging to discover that everyone felt this was a true God-given assignment. I am also confident this experience will have a positive effect in South Minneapolis. Mexico is currently experiencing major spiritual breakthroughs. I believe it is important to tap into this for the sake of our country - especially our cities. But this cannot be taught, it must be caught. We must allow sufficient time to absorb the passion, power, and faith that are being poured out. We then want to serve as a catalyst and bridge of God's transforming power.

Recently I went to Texas where I discussed these issues with my friends, Robert and Ani Duran. I began to work with Robert in the early 1970's in California. Since then, we have worked together in three seperate ministries including Bethany Urban Development. The Durans have been missionaries in Mexico for many years and run a very effective ministry called the Cave of Adullam in the city of San Luis Potosi. They have a tremendous vision for training, church planting, and have been very active in reaching the indigenous peoples of Mexico. They are seeing the Kingdom of God penetrate and replace the kingdom of this world.

The Cave of Adullam staff and their Mexican associate pastors are welcoming us enthusiastically. More than anything, we want to be a blessing to them. They have asked us to assist them in several areas. Many details need to be worked out but this is the current plan.

EXPANDING THE MINISTRY

At the end of this coming summer, Martha and myself along with Molly, Adam, and their three children will be leaving for San Luis Potosi for nine months. We will be taking some of our household possessions and storing the rest. While in Mexico, we will be a part of the Cave of Adullam staff and faculty. Molly and Adam will be involved in the day-to-day operations of the training program with the thought that someday they could provide operational oversight for a similar program in the Twin Cities.

Martha will be investigating opportunities to minister with abandon children along with home schooling children of some of the staff. One of the ministry pastors, who was once an orphan himself, has already begun to make this vision a reality. I will continue to teach in the school along with exploring the possibilities of opening a coffee shop ministry in the city - Urban Jungle Mexican style!

We will be helping students, pastors, and staff create prayer sanctuaries in their homes. This has been our major source of revelation and strength the last three years. We also will be working to translate Molly's CD, Set Me Ablaze and my book, Consuming Love into Spanish.

During this time, B.U.D. will continue to function in South Minneapolis, with different volunteers covering the major areas of responsibility. My son, Dan, will become a key U.S. representative for B.U.D. during this time. I will be continuing to communicate with our U.S. partners and will be accessible by email and phone.

We covet your prayers during this transition phase. We need wisdom, strength, and resources. The cost of living in Mexico is less than the U.S. but we will need additional support because of the loss of income of Martha, Adam, and Molly's jobs. Molly and Adam's family need an additional $800 in monthly support to make this work. Please pray about what part you could play in this key transition.

WE WOULD SO APPRECIATE YOUR INVOLVEMENT!

PRAYERPERATION V

On Friday, January 16th, we conducted our Prayerperation V prayer vigil at Oliver Christian Ministry Center in the heart of South Minneapolis. The evening was filled with prayer and worship. We were scheduled to go until 1:00 am but couldn't stop for some time. More churches and ministries were involved than ever before. There were times of deep repentance, communion, spiritual warfare and spontaneous praise. It was the Body of Christ praying and working together for a key urban neighborhood.

"The people walking in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of the shadow of death a light has dawned" (Isa 9:2).

Ministry Update

2008-12-28T19:00:00.001-06:00

WE MADE IT!

I find the week between Christmas and New Year's Day to be the most unique week in the year. Many use this time to reflect back at the significant events of the past 51 weeks. This year was not easy for many but there is also a sense of accomplishment. It reminds me of the attitude students have on their graduation day. You appreciate the look in their eyes that triumphantly declares, "We made it!"

It is also the logical time for the world to take a collected breath before jumping ahead into the New Year. Yes, there are gift returns to take care of and Christmas cleanup to be done but many people appreciate just a few days to catch their breath before watching the ball drop into an uncertain future. When I was a kid in northern Minnesota, I remember jumping off cliffs of abandoned iron ore pits that had partially filled with water. Instinctively, I always took a deep breath before leaping from the secure ledge and experiencing the thrill of flying into the unknown!

Here at Bethany Urban Development, we are also doing a bit of reflection. We can declare that, despite the difficulties, God's mercy endures forever. The situation continues to improve in the urban core. God's Kingdom has become a reality for many more people and I can't think of any time I've enjoyed serving the Lord more. However, despite the victories, we have a strong sense that 2009 will be much better. His love and Kingdom values burn with increasing intensity within our hearts.

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

It has been a team effort and you have played an important part. Many of our partners have faithfully prayed for us this year. Still others have given financially and labored with us for the sake of others. I don't want to let go of 2008 without saying thanks to a few special friends who have been an incredible help and encouragement this past year. Because we are friends, I'll keep it on a first name basis:

Adam, Alison, Ani, Anna, Anton, Armand, Arnold, Art, Autumn, Barb, Betty, Bob, Brian, Brittany, Carol, Carolyn, Cathy, Cheryl, Christopher, Christy, Chuck, Connie, Dan, Darrell, Dave, David, Dean, Debbie, Deirdre, Diane, Divar, Donald, Doug, Eileen, Elaine, Gloria, Grace, Harold, Henry, Jacob, Jacque, James, Jamie, Jason, Jeff, Jennifer, Jim, Jimmy, Joan, Jodene, Joe, John, Jonathan, Jose, Juan, Judy, Karen, Kathie, Ken, Kristen, Larry, Leah, Lonny, Loraine, Louis, Luz Elena, Margy, Mark, Marte, Martha, MaryLynn, Matt, Melvin, Micah, Michael, Michelle, Mike, Molly, Nancy, Nathan, Nita, Noemi, Norris, Patty, Pauline, Peter, Randy, Rebekah, Rhonda, Ric, Richard, Robert, Roberto, Roger, Roland, Ronald, Rubens, Ruth, Scott, Sheila, Sheryl, Sonny, Starr, Steve, Terry, Tim, Vickie, Wayne, William, Willis, and Yvonne!

Finally, for everyone who has been connected to us this past year, I want to speak a special word of blessing into your life today.

May God grant you spiritual revelation of His awesome power and love. May you increasingly see the world through His eyes and be kept from the deceptive entanglements of this world's system. May you and your family victoriously fulfill your spiritual destiny in the Kingdom which cannot be shaken!

Ministry Update

2008-11-28T19:00:00.001-06:00

SURVIVING THE DEATH ZONE

At 29,029 feet, Mt. Everest represents the virtual top of the world and to climb it is an incredible challenge. A total of 630 people have reached the peak since 1921 but 144 have died in the attempt. That's a death rate of nearly one in four! The most experienced climbers are the local Sherpas. Their skill and endurance are legendary. They have served as both guides and equipment transporters for most other climbers. One Sherpa recently summited for the 18th time!

Every climber faces incredible dangers of wind, rock and ice. However, the most critical challenge is coping with oxygen levels that decrease with each ascending step. Beginning around 26,000 feet, climbers enter the infamous "Death Zone." Typically, climbers can only endure the Death Zone for two to three days. At this altitude most people lose all ability to acclimate to the low oxygen levels. Accordingly, their bodies begin to deteriorate and die. If they don't descend, they will likely experience High Altitude Cerebral Edema (HACE). This life-threatening condition is the result of swelling of the brain from fluid leakage.

One day Jesus and three of His closest disciples climbed another mountain. At the summit, Jesus was transfigured before them. His face and clothes became brilliant. Soon Moses and Elijah appeared and talked to Him. The disciples were overwhelmed with the experience, especially Peter. He managed to blurt out, "Rabbi, it is good for us to be here. Let us put up three shelters-one for you, one for Moses and one for Elijah."

However, Jesus knew something the disciples did not realize - He knew the danger of them staying too long. They were not above 26,000 feet but the disciples were facing the same deterioration in the spiritual realm. Prolonged exposure would likely lead to spiritual pride (swelling of the brain) and a overinflated view of their abilities. They must return to the base of the mountain in order to survive.

VISITORS NOT SETTLERS

Early in Israel's history, God sought for a king after His own heart. This brought Him to an obscure shepherd boy. He elevated young David through the slaying of Goliath. Soon he became part of the Saul's royal court where he played his harp for the troubled king. But it wasn't long before Saul's dogged determination to hold onto the throne put David's life in jeopardy. Miraculously, David was delivered from the king's hands to become the second ruler of Israel.

As king, David oversaw the growth of a nation. He ruled with love and justice but ironically fell victim to a tragic rebellion engineered by his very own son. David was forced to abdicate his throne and flee once again for his life. Only after the death of Absalom, was David able to reestablish his kingship.

David is an example of someone who was elevated but then taken down several times during his lifetime. Unlike Saul, he accepted his frequent ascensions and descensions as an important part of his spiritual journey. Because he desired to follow God whatever it may cost, David fulfilled his spiritual destiny.

One of the keys to the Apostle Paul's success was an understanding of this spiritual dynamic. Prior to conversion he enjoyed an elevated position of religious Pharisee. However, on the road to Damascus he lost his reputation among peers and was treated cautiously by fellow believers.

During his ministry, Paul experienced incredible revelations and blessings. But his frequent life-threatening experiences and trips to forgotten prisons helped maintain spiritual submission and humility. Rather than resistance, Paul embraced everything God wanted for him. "I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through him who gives me strength" (Phil 4:12-13).

LIVE TO CLIMB AGAIN

On a national level, our country has experienced years of unprecedented blessings and favor. However, there are now clear signs of a loss of world dominance. How will we respond to this new reality? Will our country continue to cling to its lofty position despite clear signs of altitude sickness? Could our economic downturn actually foster a desperation for God and reestablish our dependency on Him?

There have been many churches and ministries that have enjoyed years of power and prosperity. Unfortunately, some religious leaders have tried to maintain their lofty position even though it was killing them spiritually. Other Christian organizations have been faithful yet also face reduced attendance and a drop in financial support. Will our Christian organizations be able to see the silver lining of downsizing? Will they be able to shift from going higher to going deeper with God?

Millions of individual Christians have experienced extended periods of blessing - both materially and spiritually. However, many now are facing home foreclosures and loss of jobs. Others are suffering from physical and mental stress. During these difficult times, will we become angry and fearful at what has been lost or trustingly follow God so we can live to climb again?

I believe now is the time to join with King David, the Apostle Paul and others, who surrendered to God's ways - whether it brought elevation or abasement, honor or dishonor, blessing or suffering. Let us accept the God-directed fluctuations in our lives so that we will not only survive but fulfill our spiritual destiny!

"There is no strength to resist the ravaging lion as he prowls about seeking whom he may devour, unless our hearts have learned to accept the unexplained in our own lives, and the delays and disappointments and reverses which often come where our prayer for others seems to fall into silence and we see not our signs, and all is under snow. Accept the snowfall as the appointed providence for the winter months and wait till the voice which the winds obey calls to His south winds, 'Blow upon My garden'...it is in the forge of infirmity that strength is wrought to perfection [maturity]...'Rest upon God to do for you more than you can understand.'" - Amy Carmichael

Ministry Update

2008-10-25T19:00:00.001-05:00

Urban Churches Unite!

On October 10th we participated in Prayerperation IV, an urban prayer vigil. Several churches and ministries from the neighborhood were involved. We gathered at one of the urban churches where we worshipped and interceded for the community for seven hours. In addition to confessing our sins and the sins of our city, we did a prayer walk in the neighborhood. Once we began, it was hard to stop. Old and young were involved as we filled these dangerous streets with prayers of deliverance and hope.

The prayer vigil ended in victory but within 48 hours, many of the key churches and ministries were subjected to spiritual attacks. One church was broken into, a prayer coordinator's computer was stolen containing her church's prayer records, and a pastor's car was vandalized with several valuable items stolen.

As I was reading these email reports, I heard my wife call for help from the adjacent room. When I arrived, I saw her pass out on the steps and fall head first rolling to the bottom. It was a frightening and potentially life-threatening situation but she has now recovered. It is obvious we are making a spiritual impact because of the amount of demonic reaction.

Children of the Kingdom

Recently the Lord revealed something to us that greatly impacted our lives. The concept is simple but profound. In the Kingdom of God a person's age is really not a factor. God is just as comfortable using someone young, middle age or old. It is not because He is committed to being an equal opportunity employer. It is because it just doesn't matter.

A few nights ago we met for one of our bi-weekly prayer meetings. Because of this concept the Lord had stirred up within us, we decided to have the children play a more active role in our prayer time. We started off by putting on a children's worship CD. After about the second song the whole atmosphere changed. The Holy Spirit had come into the room, not only making us aware of His presence, but the children also became consumed with His love and power. After the music, they each laid hands and cried out to God for each one of us. This continued for quite some time. Afterwards, twelve year old Jamie immediately ran upstairs to the computer and began to type. This is what was written as a result of her encounter with her God.

"I may not have the best clothes or even have the cutest hair; but through God I am beautiful. Through God I am a shining light. You may see me all ripped up, but all He sees is the most beautiful thing He's ever seen in His life. I may not have a clear face, or even have the cutest nails; but through God I've got the biggest smile and I'm as perfect as can be. So no lies, no lies am I going to hear. No lies, no lies, you can tell me. I'm not ugly or friendless, because God is my friend. Oh, God is my friend."

We are continuing to be encouraged by the feedback on our Ardor Media products. Recently we received a letter from a 90 year old lady from Michigan.

"I just finished reading your book and feel led to tell you how glad I am that the Lord helped you to write such a great book.... I gave my life to Jesus and invited Him into my heart when I was eight years old. The desire for more and more of Jesus kept growing through the years. All the pastors, priests, ministers and others would tell me - 'You're saved, aren't you? There isn't anymore!' And my heart cried out 'There is more! I know there's more!'

In my 40's, my desire began to be filled. I had to do lots of searching - books - people - 'digging' and learning - reading, studying, praying, etc. with the Bible becoming God's holy, personal love letter to me! So, thank you for writing your book, that others who have a deep hunger and thirst to really know Jesus, will have a wonderful guide and help.

There's much more to God's Kingdom, power, and glory for me to know, understand, live, experience, etc. in my life, even now! I beg the Lord, 'Don't leave me behind, running to catch your bandwagon. I want to be in your bandwagon now!! Praising and singing Hallelujahs.'"

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Ministry Update

2008-09-24T18:00:00.002-05:00

Dear Friend, This past summer, we presented a three-part series on the clash between the kingdom of Babylon and the Kingdom of God. In this issue, I want to share with you how the Lord has led our family to apply this important message.

MOVING IN HIS KINGDOM

Several weeks ago, we sensed God leading us to sell our home. This was no small issue. We had lived in our house longer than any other residence in our 32 years of marriage. We had a huge attic where we had stored old clothes, several sentimental items, and just plain junk. It would take a lot of effort just to organize a move.

Despite the potential problems, I wanted to be objective. I had to admit we didn't need a 2,600 sq. foot home any longer. Martha and I were now empty-nesters with both Molly and Dan gone with families of their own. We had also accumulated considerable debt, primarily because B.U.D. had failed to meet its annual budget the past three years. But the turning point came when God revealed to us how a materialistic, pleasure-loving value system had penetrated the Western Church - rendering it impotent. I was determined to be a part of the solution not the problem. If I wanted to see first century Christianity then I needed to embrace first century values.

I contacted a realtor who explained to us the current market conditions. Unfortunately, our suburb had been hit the hardest in the Twin Cities housing market. She told us that over 700 homes were available in our suburb alone, with half of those being foreclosures! This had driven the prices way down and extended the length of time it would take to sell the home.

We knew this would be an incredible challenge. If we priced too high, we wouldn't be able to sell. If we priced too low we wouldn't be able to pay our bills. We decided to price it higher than a "quick sale" recommendation and pray for divine intervention. Well, it didn't take God long. We sold the house in the same month we put it on the market. The sale price was very close to our asking price and the proceeds would retire our debts.

I have never been to a real estate closing that felt like a worship service. The presence of God came down while we talked openly with our realtor about the goodness of God. The new buyers wept and gave us a gift in appreciation of the work we did to prepare their new home. It was awesome!

We have now moved into a four-plex unit where we will be renting for at least the next year. Interestingly, some of our urban pastors have also decided to sell their homes. The circumstances have varied but there is a general sense of God getting us ready for something new. We feel we are entering a fresh season of ministry that is in response to the current culture and its measurements of success.

Our house closed on the day that Lehman Brothers and Merrill Lynch went down. I feel I have been delivered from a broken system. As you know, the financial markets have continued to rock back and forth. It appears that our country is being systematically weaned off of our addiction to money and a materialistic lifestyle.

Many Christians have been praying for revival in this country. Unfortunately, our society has resisted any deepening dependence on God. Rather, our material prosperity has fueled an independent attitude towards His Kingdom values. The current financial crisis is a wake up call for all of us. Beyond punishing those who have failed the public trust, we need to proactively challenge the values of our current culture. I see a potential desperation rising in this country for God's intervention and a willingness to make all His Kingdom values our own.

I am not an economist or even a financial advisor. I am not suggesting we all sell our homes and live in caves. But I do feel we are entering a critical moment in our country's history. As a result, I believe we need to prayerfully consider the following changes:

1) Simplify our lifestyle. Get rid of extra stuff. Enjoy the blessings of giving our stuff to others in need. Get out of debt. Financial pressures can greatly hinder what we are able to do for God. We need to free ourselves from being a servant of the lender (Prov. 22:7b).

2) Make our home a sanctuary of God. Pray as a family often. The more we experience God in our homes, the more we will receive His strength in these troubled times. We must make certain we have enough spiritual oil for the days ahead (Matt. 25:10).

3) Become a change agent. We must demonstrate Kingdom values by our life and words. We need to challenge our society's fallen values and reach out, in love, to those facing frustration and fear. This is the time for the spirit of the first century Church to reemerge!

"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." John (16:33).

Urban Prayer Event! Prayerperation IV

On October 10th B.U.D. will be joining with several urban pastors and ministries for an evening of worship and prayer. We will be meeting from 5 pm until midnight at St. Paul's Evangelical Lutheran Church located at 1901 Portland Ave. / Minneapolis. Please join us and be a part of what God is doing in the urban core!

Ministry Update

2008-07-28T19:00:00.001-05:00

Dear Friend, For the past couple of issues we have been focusing on the Kingdom of God. If you haven't read the prior issues, please go to the newsletter archive section of our website, loveontheedge.org or just use the following links: Part One and Part Two.

EMBRACING GOD's KINGDOM

Part Three

The Clash of Kingdoms

Jesus came to earth to die for our sins. But He came for something more; He came to establish the Kingdom of God on earth. In doing so, He had to fight against the prevailing kingdom and its value system. When Jesus preached repentance, He wasn't just trying to get people to turn from their sins, He was trying to get them to change their way of thinking. He knew they must let go of a corrupt value system and adopt a new program for life. The established kingdom had embraced money, pleasure, and human ingenuity. The Bible often refers to this way of life as Babylon. Its values had infiltrated the Jewish culture including the highest levels of their religious leadership. Even the disciples had been seduced by its love of power. Many times Jesus spoke and acted to expose the evils of this lifestyle:

When He performed supernatural miracles, Jesus wasn't just making people well. He was challenging a system committed to finding solutions to man's problems without God's involvement.

When Jesus attacked the money changers, He wasn't trying to stop businesses from operating on the Sabbath. He was challenging an earthly kingdom that wanted to extend control over a heavenly Kingdom. He was furious that it dared to encroach upon the very entrance of the House of Prayer.

Jesus declared, "No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money" (Matt 6:24). When He said this, He was exposing a value system that allowed a shared devotion of both material and spiritual riches. He exposed the lie that we can simultaneously be citizens of both kingdoms.

The Blessed Poor

Often Jesus healed the sick but didn't financially restore the poor. Rather, He preached Good News to them. This was because He didn't look at the poor as necessarily deprived. Yes, he was drawn to their suffering. But He also recognized that they were typically less attached to the Babylonian value system and had a greater sense of their need for God. "Listen, my dear brothers: Has not God chosen those who are poor in the eyes of the world to be rich in faith and to inherit the kingdom he promised those who love him?" (James 2:5).

Poverty, therefore, is a relative term. You can be poor in a kingdom of Babylon context but rich in the Kingdom of God. Does this mean we should seek to be poor? No. To have money is not the problem. It is the love of money that is a core value of the Babylonian system. By setting our hearts too much on money, we are putting our trust in the kingdom of Babylon rather than God's Kingdom.

A New Measure of Success

To break free from the Babylonian value system, we must change our definition of success. In the Babylonian system, there is a great focus on wealth and material possessions. Unfortunately, churches today often focus on offerings, attendance figures, and facility size. Many who attend church have embraced the "American Dream" of a nice car, nice home, and money to buy stuff. Even the irreverent comedian George Carlin recognized the futility of this current mindset:+"If you didn't have so much stuff, you wouldn't need a house. You could just walk around all the time. A house is just a pile of stuff with a cover on it. You can see that when you're taking off in an airplane. You look down; you see everybody's got a little pile of stuff. And when you leave your house, you gotta lock it up. Wouldn't want somebody to come by and take some of your stuff. That's what your house is, a place to keep your stuff while you go out and get - more stuff!"

After Pentecost, the disciples rejected these values to completely embrace the Kingdom of God. This became the key to their unprecedented effectiveness. Peter said, "Change your life. Turn to God and be baptized," He went on in this vein for a long time, urging them over and over, "Get out while you can; get out of this sick and stupid culture!" That day about three thousand took him at his word, were baptized and were signed up... Everyone around was in awe - all those wonders and signs done through the apostles! And all the believers lived in a wonderful harmony, holding everything in common." (Acts 2:38, 40-41, 43-44 MSG emphasis mine).

How will we know that we have broken free from the Babylonian value system? When we are hated by that system. The Babylonian system will only tolerate those who tolerate it. Fortunately, the disciples no longer desired favor from the system rather boldness to confront it.

Hop On Board!

One night, in a worship service, a vision unfolded in my spirit. I saw a nineteenth century frontier town with many from the community assembled at the train station. They had huge trunks and suitcases. Men and boys were handsomely dressed while the women and girls wore fluffy dresses and carried beautiful parasols. They all were excited about boarding the next train.

Finally, an observant young man shouted, "The train is coming!" In the distance, white puffs of smoke began to emerge above the tree tops. When the train rounded the last bend, the screech of the powerful brakes increased anticipation. There was an anxious shift to the train platform. Everyone was preparing to embark.

But as the train reached the depot something happened that no one expected. The train didn't stop! Looks of shock, confusion and disappointment filled the crowd. Some started shouting demandingly for the train to halt. Others tried running after the train while dragging their trunks and bags. A few desperate people dropped everything they were carrying and ran fast enough to jump on board.

As I witnessed this wild scene, I heard a voice coming from above, "This train stops for no one!" It then became clear to me that God was going somewhere but only those who were unencumbered would be able to join Him. We know obvious sins will weigh anyone down but let's not forget the baggage of Babylonian values and mindsets. "let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us" (Heb 12:1). This is a key to transforming revival in the West. It's time to let go of a fallen system and completely embrace a Kingdom that cannot be shaken!

Urban Car Wash Success!

Bethany Urban Development conducted its eighth annual free car wash on Lake Street, Saturday, July 26th. We partnered with Mt. Sinai Church of God, Evangelist Crusaders Church, and Teen Mania. We washed 105 cars and two motorcycles in just over three hours! It was an incredible ministry experience. Many free Bibles and Christian materials were distributed and eighteen people prayed for salvation! Thanks so much for your prayers and support!

Ministry Update

2008-06-25T19:00:00.001-05:00

Dear Friend, Recently I had an encounter with God in Mexico that overwhelmed me. This experience brought into focus the greatest threat to my faith. I have tried to condense some of the main points into three parts. I believe it is a very important message to the Church in the West. This month we will be looking at Part Two. If you want to read Part One, please go to the newsletter archive section at our website, loveontheedge.org or just use the following link Part One

Part Two

The Kingdom of God+Jesus spoke about the Kingdom of God more than any other subject. It was the first message He preached and the last thing He taught prior to His ascension. In between, He mentioned it over 100 times. Jesus said it was the Gospel and that we must seek it before anything else. When the disciples asked Jesus how to pray, He directed them to pray for the Kingdom to come even before asking for their personal needs to be met. The Sermon on the Mount was delivered to show the contrast between the Kingdom of God and the current prevailing kingdom. Jesus was constantly telling His disciples about the values of God's Kingdom. His most common message began with "The Kingdom of heaven is like"

As wonderful as Christ's atoning love is, we must not overlook that Jesus also wanted to establish God's Kingdom on earth. He was constantly promoting the values of His Kingdom. It was unlike any other kingdom on earth. It wasn't a religion or political movement. It was a revolutionary way of living. It was a superior program for life.

Initially, the disciples had difficulty grasping the message of God's Kingdom. They had knowledge but lacked understanding. All that changed on the day of Pentecost. Suddenly, they understood the Kingdom and totally embraced its values. As a result, the Babylonian value system was severely threatened. The pagan cities cried out "These who have turned the world upside down have come here too" (Acts 17:6 NKJV).

This battle has continued for over 2000 years. In the book of Revelation, we see that the Babylonian kingdom will be a major force in the years to come. But why is Babylon so powerful? I believe its strength comes from its ability to seduce and entrap. To illustrate this, we need to consider the two metaphors in Proverbs seven and eight. One is the story of a woman who is an adulteress and the other is a woman called wisdom.

The Power of Babylon

In Proverbs seven, the adulterous woman is described as sensual, crafty, loud, defiant, wealthy, pleasure loving, and persuasive. This parallels descriptions of Babylon in Isaiah 47 and Revelation 17,18. However, the passage further reveals the adulterous women is "at every corner" and has "looked for you and found you." Furthermore, she claims you will not suffer any consequences. Much of this description reminds me of today's media and the internet. Finally, the passage reveals that involvement with her results in death.

Proverbs eight reveals another woman who states, "choose my instruction instead of silver, knowledge rather than choice gold." In direct contrast to the adulterous woman, wisdom states, "I hate pride and arrogance, evil behavior and perverse speech." Finally, rather than death, she proclaims, "whoever finds me finds life and receives favor from the LORD."

The common element in both stories is the young man who must decide which woman he will follow. I believe the two women represent the Kingdom of Babylon and the Kingdom of God. I believe the young man reflects the Western Church today.

The Goal of Babylon

What is the goal of the kingdom of Babylon? It can be summed up in one word - domination. This includes individuals, cities, nations and the world. I believe you will know that it dominates when the people's lifestyle reflects "WE DO NOT NEED GOD." The nations who embrace this belief system will hate those who dare to challenge it. So what is the current state of the world? Although, changing, the basic status is this:

Today, in Europe, the kingdom of Babylon basically dominates the culture. The church exists but it has become institutionalized. There is no community transforming revivals occurring here. The continent is in a general state of spiritual captivity.

The United States is not much better off. The Church is stronger and more evident than in Europe but it has made a terrible error. It has tried to coexist with the kingdom of Babylon in an effort to be relevant and successful. Ninety two percent of the people in America believe there is a God but most don't live like they need Him.

The kingdom of Babylon is gaining strength in Latin America, Asia and Africa. However they have not yet adopted its core belief, "WE DO NOT NEED GOD." Consequently, these areas of the world are experiencing transforming revivals today - as many as 500 are occurring simultaneously, affecting entire cities and nations.

Confronting Babylon

So how do we slow it down, stop it or even push it back? I believe we must follow in the footsteps of Jesus who understood the seductive power of the Kingdom of Babylon.

Jesus didn't try to coexist with it. He didn't try to embrace the Kingdom of God and appease the kingdom of Babylon. He didn't take some of the values of the Babylonian Kingdom and use them to improve His Kingdom message. He wasn't impressed with the kingdom of Babylon in any shape or form.

Jesus didn't try to avoid the kingdom of Babylon, hoping it wouldn't hinder His efforts. He didn't ignore the religious people who loved money and honor. He didn't stay clear of the rich and powerful who preyed on the misfortunes of others. He didn't play it safe by being politically correct and culturally hip.

There is only one way Jesus dealt with the kingdom of Babylon - He confronted it! From the moment of His birth there was a war that raged between the two kingdoms. This epic battle continued throughout Christ's life. Two value systems were competing for the same hearts and not even death would stop the fight. Above that noble head, bearing the pain of a crown of thorns, was posted: "Jesus of Nazareth, the king of the Jews," This sign, mingled with ridicule and scorn, was a shabby attempt to declare the Kingdom of Babylon as conqueror over the king of God's Kingdom.

This hollow sense of victory, we know, lasted only a short time. The scene at Golgotha was soon overshadowed by another - that of an earth-shaking angel casting aside a useless stone that vainly attempted to restrain the King of Kings. It is a scene of a seraph, clothed in brilliance, mockingly sitting upon this pathetic rock which now lay prostrate at the foot of an empty tomb while nearby guards shook with fear and became as dead men. This angel understood the Battle of the Ages and that the Kingdom of God was not afraid to fight!

To be continued next month:

Help Us Clean Up Minneapolis!

Bethany Urban Development will be conducting its eighth annual free car wash on Lake Street, July 26th. This has always been an incredible urban ministry opportunity. If you would like to participate either as a volunteer or as a sponsor please let us know as soon as possible. You can make a difference!

Ministry Update

2008-05-15T19:00:00.001-05:00

Ministry Update

WE DO NOT NEED GOD!

Suddenly I woke up. I looked at the clock and it said 4:00 AM. Something immediately began to stir in my spirit. I closed my eyes and saw a map of the United States and Mexico. Covering the United States was a black darkness and somehow I knew it was poised to cross the Rio Grande River into Mexico. "What is this blackness?" I thought. Suddenly it came to me - its name was BABYLON.

Later that morning, I was scheduled to complete a week-long teaching session with the students of the Cave of Adullam in San Luis Potosi, Mexico. I was prepared to speak on reaching the poor and immigrants of the urban core. With this fresh revelation from the Lord, I knew my plans were about to change. I jumped up and began looking for my notes and computer. The subject of Babylon had recently come up in my studies but it seemed so elusive. As I started to dig into the Scriptures again, I faced the same challenge. "What is Babylon?" The Bible tells us it is a woman (Rev. 17:3-5), a city (Rev. 18:10), a land (Isa. 39:3), and a kingdom (Isa. 13:19). If that wasn't ambiguous enough, it was also called a mystery (Rev. 17:5).

Not to be deterred this time, I decided to attack it from another angle. "Where did it come from? How did it start?" Soon I was reading Genesis 11:1-7 - the story of the Tower of Babel.

"Now the whole world had one language and a common speech. As men moved eastward, they found a plain in Shinar and settled there. They said to each other, "Come, let's make bricks and bake them thoroughly." They used brick instead of stone, and tar for mortar. Then they said, "Come, let us build ourselves a city, with a tower that reaches to the heavens, so that we may make a name for ourselves and not be scattered over the face of the whole earth."

This passage reveals three characteristics of Babylon that are foundational:

1) Intelligence. The builders of the city and tower of Babel were very industrious. They revolutionized structure building by creating bricks to replace stones. This gave them virtually unlimited building materials. Not only that, but they also discovered a substance that would serve as mortar for the bricks.

2) Independence. The passage states that they wanted to build a tower that "reaches to the heavens." God was in heaven and they determined to go there also - only without His help.

3) Pride. It is obvious from the passage that pride was a prime motivator for the tower. The outcome of completing it was "we may make a name for ourselves."

I then began to reflect on two other Scripture passages regarding Babylon - Isaiah 47 and Revelation 17, 18. Both speak of the fall of Babylon and the reasons for God's judgment against it. Several sins are exposed. Babylon is described as a lover of pleasure, especially sexual pleasure. It is also a lover of money and riches and capable of producing it. Babylon likes to dabble into witchcraft - for the power it promises. Finally, it hates the true followers of God and is responsible for many of their deaths.

As I reflected on these additional characteristics, I thought, "These are evident throughout the earth in various degrees. So why is the United States in blackness and not Mexico?" The answer came quickly and powerfully into my spirit. "Mexico has not received the heart of Babylon." "But, what is in its heart, Lord?" In my spirit, I clearly heard the answer, "WE DO NOT NEED GOD."

To be continued next month:

OUTREACH REPORT

A couple of months ago, the Lord directed us to the book of Joshua. I was struck by the manner in which the Promise Land was taken. Before commencing the battle, Joshua sent spies into the land to see the strength of the city. They discovered in Jericho some people who were for them and many who were against them. An assessment was critical in the process of taking the city. It is also strategically important in any city-wide spiritual transformation today.+Last month we had the privilege of facilitating an urban outreach involving 40 students from Bethany College of Missions and four South Minneapolis churches that are connected to our Wednesday Pastor's Prayer Meeting. A spiritual survey was conducted door to door throughout the Phillips West, Midtown Phillips and Regina neighborhoods.

Hundreds of folks were contacted. Dozens wanted prayer. Some had encounters with God right on their doorstep. Besides the local residents, many of the students received a fresh revelation of God's love for people, especially the poor and disenfranchised. Here's what some students had to say afterwards:+"I am changed and I do not even know the full extent at this point. Once again, I love. I feel. I long. I desire. I know this was a monumental week and I will look back to this as the beginning someday, the beginning of several things in my life."

"I really learned how to live a life of ministry despite the things that are going on in my personal life - and it was beautiful."

"I operated in my gifts and I found the immense satisfaction that comes from loving like Jesus loved. Living life this past week woke something up inside of me. It woke up the part of me that wants nothing more than a backpack, flip-flops and my bible!"

IN MEMORY of EFRAIN

Recently, we were saddened by the tragic death of six year old, Efrain - son of our urban ministry partners, Pastor Jose and Luz Elena Anleu. This brave young man had been taught to choose Christ above everything else. At the funeral, Luz Elena offered some powerful insights into the journey of life from earth to heaven. "All around the world God raised up intercessors who cried out day and night for two days proclaiming life over our son and God permitted them to see him standing on those stairs, he tried to climb, but our prayers made him return, he wanted to climb, but our cries made him descend. Suddenly a portal opened and Efrain looked first down and then at the pearly gates and said: 'PLEASE TELL MOMMY NOT TO BE ANGRY AT ME BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO COME BACK.' And just like that he climbed and entered the gates to heavenly glory as a "more than conqueror" where we encounter our eternal destiny."

Ministry Update

2008-03-12T19:00:00.001-05:00

Our B.U.D. team had just returned to the hotel from a Christian conference in Kansas City, Missouri. My seven year old grandson, Jason, took a seat with my daughter, Molly, in the main lounge area of the hotel. Suddenly a young man, who was also attending the conference, walked up and introduced himself to Jason. "My name is Alex and God has given me the gift to be able to see light and dark coming from a person. I noticed so much light coming from you that I would like to pray with you." He then prayed for Jason - that the light God gave him would always be there. His prayer was very sincere. When he finished, he started to say good bye but then Jason asked to pray for him. Alex was very excited at the offer!

Jason then began, "Jesus, I pray that you will take away all the fear Alex has that he is going to die. Please remind him that you will keep him here until he has done everything that you need him to do. Thank you God for Alex and just please take away all his fear, Lord." When Jason was done praying Alex fell to his knees. He looked in shock for a few seconds and then began to share something with Jason and Molly that they were not expecting. He told them that he had been consumed and haunted with fear his whole life. He never slept through the night for fear that he would die while he was sleeping. He was convinced that something was going to kill him the moment he fell asleep. Even after giving his life over to the Lord just a few months prior, he was still struggling with fear. He could not believe that Jason knew something that only he and his mother knew. He felt like God had set him free, but the true test would be going to bed that night!

We saw Alex the next morning and he looked completely different! He was going around telling everyone that the Lord used a seven year old to set him free. His mother, Crystal, came up to Molly and became very emotional. She told Molly that her son had never slept through the night for fear of dying - until last night! Crystal later shared she had been recently set free from a very difficult past and was now in an apartment with running water! We decided to give her Molly's CD, Set Me Ablaze and a CD player to listen to it. A few days later we received this email:

Molly and Jason, ~ Just wanted to send a hello and let you know that I've been thinking and praying for you. I also wanted to let you know that the CD that you gave me is way beyond awesome!!!! On the way home I was listening as the rest of the vehicle was talking and what a sight. Everyone else is laughing and cutting up and I'm bawling like a baby. Track three so hit the nail on the head. I don't know how but you managed to describe me. I am still listening to it at least three to four times a day. I thank the awesome Lord that I was blessed by having you sent into both mine and my son's life. May the Lord continue to bless you. ~ Crystal and Alex

Whether in the urban core or when traveling occasionally out of state, we see God reaching out; touching, healing, and loving. When individuals have an encounter with God, families are impacted. When families change, neighborhoods are affected. A lot of effort has gone into improving the urban core of Minneapolis. "But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong" (1 Cor. 1:27-28). Jesus is using those who possess sincere love and childlike faith more than the "experts" with the latest church growth formulas and methods. May God grant us the grace to reflect the true nature of His Kingdom.

As Bethany Urban Development has passed its ten year milestone, could you prayerfully consider increasing your involvement? We are conducting a major outreach next month with the urban churches and Bethany College of Missions. Let's work together to make a positive difference in people's lives!

Prayer Update

2007-06-21T19:00:00.000-05:00

On May 1st we launched the "Divine Experiment." Four urban churches were involved and over 300 people participated for three weeks. The focus was on deep personal repentance. Each weekday we met at 6:00 AM and 6:30 PM for prayer. It was an intense time especially since many were involved in various forms of fasting. Most went through a prayer guide nightly in their homes to help establish a family altar.

Those who participated were committed to disengaging from the busyness of their lifestyles to take the time to experience God. There were several breakthrough prayer meetings that brought us closer to the Lord and to one another. There was a desperate cry for God's abiding presence. We knew there had to be more. As a result, a number of remarkable incidences occurred that served as a reminder that we are on the right track to seeing our community transformed.

~ One of the participants had recently had cataract surgery but was afterward told that damage had been done to her retinas. After faithfully participating in the Divine Experiment, she made arrangements for the retinal surgery. After the examination the doctor informed her that there was nothing wrong with her retinas, no surgery was required, and that her eyes hadn't looked this good in years.

~ One participant testified that she anticipated having to buy gas and was trying to explain to her daughter how expensive it was. Suddenly the tank completely filled up right in front of her eyes!

~ On the last weekend of the Divine Experiment there was a focus on repentance for sexual immorality. That weekend, within 500 feet of the one of the participating churches, a huge sex trafficking ring involving eight brothels was busted by the federal authorities. It was the largest in Minnesota history and was reported on national news!

"The twenty one days have changed my life. I realized in my heart that I had lost my 'first love.' In the prayer guide it speaks of this and I knew it to be true. But during the Divine Experiment, God has given me back my first love. All I want to do is pray and worship God. My heart has become so tender." - Participating pastor

"Transformation is taking place, and we see it in and around New Hope Church. We see people being delivered from tobacco and alcohol. We see it in our environment. The crime rate was so high the Minneapolis police had declared the immediate area out of control. Yet we've seen the entire block cleared of crime centers. The houses used for this purpose are now vacant and boarded up, or vacant and for sale. Last Sunday our assistant pastor got up and repented in a way that I know pleased God. We've had more visitors to our hardcore worship service than ever before. Transformation is taking place." - Participating pastor

Bethany Urban Development's commitment is to see His kingdom come, His will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Please continue to pray for us and the participating churches as we continue to walk the path of transforming revival.